Daily Life

2009-05-30T23:07:00.005+08:00

heyheyhey ~ ! Fafa Beylo is still here ! sooo00oo long didnt update ; kecohh ghurl ! hahah .. iim busy working larhh deyy . . gaaaah ~ ~ as usual , at boifye's criib ((: hmm ~ thank god it all ended ! erhmm erhmm .. sesape tawu .. shusshhhh ! iim happy now ~ ! no more feeling stress , depress or whatsoever ! hahah (: boifye is really changing ! ohh gawwd ! ii love hym sho0 much ! now that iim working , spend less tyme with boifye when he gets his homeleave ! haiyoo ~ kayy larhh , ii'll stop here okayy .. chiaos ! to [insertname] .. iim sorry for everything kayyyy (: ii love uu guys !

2009-04-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey ; boifye is going off later . sedey siiul )): haish ~ have been spending time with boifye since thursday (: gerek larhh kaaan . now , he's going off again ; haiyoo ~ not in the mood to update ): hmm . . .
To : Boifye
b ; ii love uu nn thanks for everything (: uu've showed me that uur love for me is true . thanks b ! dont leave me okayy (:

2009-04-10T18:29:00.004+08:00

heyheyhey ((: currently blogging at cine's crib (: spending time with boifye was great ~ ! yesterday boifye home leave for 4days ; sunday have to go back to that awful place ~ haiyoo ): yesterday went to bb ; off to bp , lepaaaak jaap then back to boifye's crib . today ; went to cck swimming complex with boifye's family . talk talk with boifye ; gerek larhh kaan ~ ii love boifye many many ~ ! hahaha (: about 4pm , it started to rain . me nn boifye went smoking outside then we off to lot ; meet cine nn sakai (: sakai went off cause he want to send his ghurlfye back home . left me , boifye nn cine . lepak at cine's crib now ; heeeeees (:
To : Boifye
b ~ ii love damn much . now ii realise that urr love for me is true . hees ((: b , please dont leave me again okayy ? ii just cant afford to lose uu . ii want our relationship to last . ii will love uu till ii lost the ability to do so . b ; no one can ever replace uu . ii will wait for uu b ; ii promise ~ !

2009-03-26T14:27:00.009+08:00

these picx were taken on 180309 ; my 17th birthday ~ ! great larhh kaaan that day weeehooo ~

hmm ; currently blogging at boifye's crib ((: jiasetarrbaybiey jer at home . well ; meeting boifye later ii guess . haiyoo ~ boifye promised to call but till now , there's none ! )))): ii really miss boifye larhh . iim used to be with hym every second but now ; haish ~ ii guess ii'll stop here larhh kayy (: chiao ~ !

nn yarggh ~ HAPPY 23RD MTHSARRY TO FaRaHaKiTo ~ !

2009-03-25T13:21:00.003+08:00

hey ; ferst thing ferst , wanna thanked jiasetarrbaybiey for uploading my pics ~ ! thanks bby ! lupe nak pass my berfday picx (: later ii pass to uu kayys (:

well guys ; sorry psl tak update due to my crazy comp ~ ! hees (: those days were great spending time with my friends but ii truly miss boifye ~ ! ii've found a new bestie (: Aslinda is her name ~ ! heees (: have been spending all my time with her (: she's great larhh kaan (: nmpk jer muke fierce , mcm minah rep ; tapy tak larhh ~ ! die gerek (((: hmmm , cant say much . just wanna say ; missing boifye many many ~ ! cant wait to meet him this sunday ~

nn to [insertname] :
ghurl ; tak perlu step fierce uhk ~ ! kaw twu da SS sendiri ~ ! HAHAHAHAHAHA (: da bagos aku blg kaw ; tak nak dgr kaaaan (: takpe . . jgn regret kay ghurl (: chiao ~ !

2009-03-22T20:51:00.015+08:00

' Suuuuuuuuuuuuuup , Jia here . Sorry cause Farah cant update her blog due to her comp broke down . & i was told to upload these pictures for her . She'll do a proper update once her comp is repaired aye ? Okay , bet thats all .

Chiaaaoowwww ~ ^^V

2009-03-09T15:19:00.003+08:00

it has been 6 days since ii update my blog nn check my tagged ((: haiyoo ~ iim missing boifye a lot ! met boifye on 040209 ~ ! sungguh happy seyy (: haas ~ took pics with hym . haiyoo ~ sedey seyy ; that day was the last kiss , last salam , last goodbye nn last werds he told me "dont cry cry" ))): haish ~ stayed home on 050209 nn 060209 (: satuday was the best ~ ! but too bad boifye takde ! meet sakai , comot nn didi (: nn off to wisma to meet kym , beng nn kecyk sepet (: blah blah blah ; dorang off to marina , me nn the guys wait for didi's ghurl at wisma (: nn we all off to marina nn met the others (: FaRaH step gerek ngan sume org siiak ! hehehhe (: at 9:30pm ; me , nana (didi's ghurlfye) nn intan went home ((((: beyy smlm ; 080209 ; lepak ngan kym nn caca at tower (: ingat nk ajak JiaSetarrBaybiey tapy takot dier tak leyy out ): haiyoo ~ cant wait for this coming saturday (: going laut ngan boifye's family nn sunday ; meeting boifye ! tak sabar tawuk ! tomorrow's cine nye court day ; harap2 takde pape jadi pat die (:

Missing these peeeeeeps (:
~JiaSetarrBaybiey
~FyanaBel
~Adeq Osha
~MilyMeow
~ShashaStar
~Bella
~Naz
~Shaz
~DeediBoyan
~many more (((:
Mostly ; missing Boifye a lot ~ ! ! urggh )):

p/s : bnyk pics nk upload ; kene wait !

2009-03-03T16:29:00.003+08:00

currently at kakak's criib ~ haish . iim missing boifye . yesterday went to boifye's criib . ii cried 'cause ii miss hym . ii can still remember the times when ii came to his criib , he's playing the comp , ps2 , psp , or just sleeping . haish ~ ii cant wait to meet hym tomorrow ~ !
To : Boifye
b ; iim here waiting for uu ~ ii really miss uu b ! no one can ever make me laugh unless it is uu ~ haish ! there's no one to put a smile everyday on my face anymore . . )): there's no one to pinch me ! no one to fight with )))): iim missing uu badly b . ii just wish the time could move on even faster than usual ~ b , 1yr is a long time nn iim scared uu'll change to the worse if uu came out of that place . dont change b ; okayy ? dont be like those wild guys , be yourself (((: ii love uu b . come back soon b ~ btw b , just now , ii took iqah nn rinnie back home from skool nn ii saw Amin (diamond) . he ask me where are uu ; ii said , " erm . . erm . apiz . . erm . . tkde kat sini " . ii dont want anybody to know about uu . those who know ; ziip it (: ii was stammering ! then his friends say ; " mcm gagap jer ! " then they laughed loudly ! geram tawuk ! ii was blur at that point of time ; dont know what to say ~ haish ! b ; dont be naughty okayy (: me nn urr "bestfriend" , kechique , that time gadow . skrg da okay , ii think larhh . org ckp baek2 ngan dier ; abey die bbl kurang ajar ~ ! dgr2 nk gy diam ! aku sound die uhk pas tu dier mintak paisey ; kiter da okay uhk aku rase (: b , ii pray for uu day nn night ~ be good kayy b . ii'll always be here waiting for uu (: see uu tomorrow b (:

2009-02-28T16:22:00.003+08:00

have to do a quick post . iim missing boifye a lot ~ ! ii cant stop thinking about hym when he bid the last goodbye to me ! why must he leave me ? ! its all because of that fcuking asshole guy nyer psl !
To : Boifye
b ; iim missing uu ~ ii want to meet uu ! b , ii just cant stop crying thinking about uu ! there's no one to make me laugh , to talk to me otp , to accompany me , to play with , to pinch me , to fight with me ! only uu who can put a smile on my face everyday ! urr hp is with me , ii want to return to mummy but ii cant . ii cant stop browsing through our pic nn urr funny videos . b ; iim out of words ! iim missing uu badly b ! please call me b ! ii wanna talk to uu ! ii wanna know how are uu ? are uu okay ? have uu eaten ? how's the guys inside ? b , ii've so many things to ask . ii just want uu to know ; ii miss uu ! ii want uu here by my side ! iim used to being with uu day nn night but now , all gone ! there's no one for me to be with day nn night !
To : Aziq [ fajar guy ]
THANK UU SO MUCH ASSHOLE ! matae aku masok psl kaw ; kaw tawu tak ? ! kaw yg nk bskl tu per ; asl takot nk mengaku ? ! kental nye pukimak ! asl tak brani own up when uu are soo brave nk curik tu bskl ? ! brani wat brani tanggong ; bodow ! kaw bodow kepe ? ! ade otak ; tapi tak pakai ! puas haty kaw gy mampos kaaan ~! ngan tu rosie , wat per jadi jantan ? ! brani sound blkg ; depan2 tak mawu ! bodow peyhk bapok ! da bapok tu wat hal bapok eyhk ! please ! gy larhh lorong ; jual jubo kaw , at least dpt duet (:
To : Jia nn family
guys ; iim sorry 'cause ii've failed to take good care of abg ~ iim truly sorry . ii will meet uu guys soon okay . ii really dont have the mood these days to come to urr house . it will remind me of abg when he's playing game or computer or maybe he's sleeping . iim sorry guys . because of me ; abg masok ~ iim such a letdown . iim sorry

2009-02-24T13:04:00.003+08:00

its been a week nn a day since ii update m blog ~ ! heeees ((: hmm . . . nothing much hppn for the last few days (: last friday nn saturday went to woodlands with family ; rewang (((: my cuzzy's wedding (((: [ selamat pengantin baru ] other days , as usual larhh kaan ; spent time with boifye at his criib (((: heees ~ ii love boifye many many ! so , ii guess ; ii'll stop here kayy (((: just keeping my blog alive (: tomorrow attending my dearest friend special occasion (: the day after tomorrow is my 1yr 10mths anniversarry with boifye ; but ii hope that day , nothing bad will hppn (((: to those who knows about it ; ziip it ~ heeees (((: ii love boifye ~ ! mwarkx !

2009-02-16T16:19:00.002+08:00

heyy ((: not much stories to tell lerr ; hmmm . . the day before yesterday ; ton at boifye's crib . meet up with his friends at 6am , lepak , blah blah blah nn went back to boifye's crib at around 7am . sleep till 12pm , wake up , eat ; lepak at boifye's crib nn went back home at around 11pm ((: cant sleep well yesterday ! haiyooo ~ now , blogging at boifye's crib ((: lepak jer . so ; update more at a later time (: hahah ~ is my english right ? ! hahah ~ nehhhh ; its my blog ; my talk (((:
To : Sherry
ghurl ! kalah point per ? ! hahahahha ~ teros senyap siiiak ! check2 "sherry" niek tak wujud ! haiyoo ~ hahahahaha ! klakar uhk lu ghurl ! tatawu nk buat crite ! da larhh buat crite ; kutok matae aku kental tapi kecot nk jumpe kiter ! kuniik siiiak !

2009-02-14T17:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all earthlings ~ ! weeeeeee ~ blogging at boifye's crib ((: hmmm ; didnt go out 'cause boifye dowan . haiyoo ~ hahaha ((: play around with boifye ((: funny tawuk ! pecah perot siiul ~ hahahah (((: update more when ii have the time kayy ((:
To : Sherry
heyyy cheap slut ! paitaw paaaaaaah smlm ? laen kali ; jgn bbl mcm paham boleyy ? ! kaw kutok kite budak hingus eyhk ? check2 kaw masey taiik lagy ! kalaw kaw bukan yp ; asl kaw bagy matae aku **** kaw ? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! boley reject per ! puki kaw da gatal sngt ; tu psl kaw bagy kaaaan ? hahaahhaah ! nmpk sah kaw buat crite ! first ; kaw tag jia , kaw kate , matae aku **** kaw time die masey ngan aku nn he has a scandal relationship behind my back . pas twu ; kaw tag aku , kaw ckp , matae aku **** kaw bile aku ngan dier da break ! nak peng tatawu peng uhk ! kaw ckp mate aku kental eyhk ? ! palabuto uhk ! sape yg kental skrg ? kaw ke die ? da larhh paitaw ! bbl kuniik ! ghurl , laen kali ; takmu mcm paham ! da larhh buat crite ! what a cheapo ! ohh ; kaw nk tunjok bende kat aku eyhk smlm ? hmm , check2 kaw paitaw psl tak sempat nk buat bende yg kaw nk tunjok tu ! hahaha ! sakeyt kuat nye pompan ! sakeyt budak tu psl brani declare yg matae aku pernah **** kaw ! harge diri jatoh siiuul ~ ! hahahahahaha ! kesian ! tkde life uhk kaw ! mk bpk kaw kurang kasi kaseh syg eyhk ? hahahahaha ! buat larhh crite ; bpk kaw maen kaw ke , kaw maen adek kaw ke , kaw maen bangla tepy jln ke , kn best ! haiyoooo ~ what a pity slut uu are !

2009-02-12T21:05:00.002+08:00

heyy , blogging at boifye's house . haish ~ boifye say iim not in the mood this whole day . yeah ! its fcukingly true ~ ! haish . yesterday went out with yana nn jia to simei ite . kimak ! paiseyy siiak ! at last , mintak org bawak kiter masok gy office ~ haaaas . blah blah blah ((((: then , off to clementi for job interview ~ but it was turned down . then , off to lot , walk the whole lot . applied for hang ten job nn we have to wait for their call . haiyoo ~ takper ; then , lepak with boifye nn his friends tillnight nn off ii went home . chat with boifye at 1am till 2am , ii guess (((: haish . [ boifye , thanks for being truthful to me but still , it hurts ! what am ii to uu ? uu treat that besty of urrs way more better than me ! featured dier larhh ; tu larh , niek larhh ! urrgggh ~ ! ] today , after ii took my niece , off to boifye house . nothing much , lepak jer ((: then , while eating , that stupid [insertname] msg boifye . she sent the valentine msg ! sot tawuk ! then ; lepak till night . mummy , yana , nurul , papa went out . left me , boifye nn adek adek (((: change boifye's song in his tagged . saw that [insertname] comments (((: HAHAHAHAHA ((((: ask my boifye to featured her ? tak per (: bestfriend kaaaan ((: give way to the both of uu ((((: aku diam bukan bermakne aku takot uhk ! boifye tried to cheered me up but still , iim sot )): felt like crying tawuk ! haish ~ sumpah ; tuhan saje yg tawu betape sakeyt nye haty aku !
To:[insertname]
eyhk ghurl , tak tawu malu ke msg ngan matae aku ? suro die featured kaw ? korang bestfriend ? ohh ; HELL NO ~ ! niek da melampaw buto ! aku diam bukan bermakne aku takot ! korang nk contact , contact larhh eyhk ! takper , just wait nn see larhhs ((: eyhk [insertname] ; asl matae aku jugak kaw nk uhk sial ? ! sampai tagged die ; kaw suroh die featured kaw first !palabuto ~ ! bey aku jadi matae dier wat pe siial ? ! niek bukan bestfriend lagi suar teng ! niek name nye nk rampas matae aku siial ! eyhk , kaw suke kalaw aku kacaw kaw peyhk jantan ? ! tak kan siial ! so , jgn kacaw laki aku buleyy ? ! kimak peyhk anak ! aku diam , kaw melampaw ! sial ! da tak cukop jantan ke kat singapore niek ? ! kaw maen uhk ngan lelaki laen , dpt ank lelaki boley wat jantan simpanan kaw bile kaw tue ! eyhk [insertname] , grow up larhh ! kaw tak jealous per kalaw matae kaw contact ngan pompan laen nn he told uu that dorang twu setakat bestfriend ? mesti kaw jealous kan buto ! ! kalaw kaw tak jealous , kaw bukan pompan , bukan manusie , kaw binatang ! pukimak peyhk pompan ! org laen ade bestfriend lelaki pon tak macam kaw ! aku tak kesah krng bestfriend ke ape ke , tapi niek da melampaw suar ! aku matae die tak bbl "ii uu" , sedaap je kaw bbl "ii uu" ngan matae aku ! kaw ingat ati aku tak sakeyt per ? ! nanty kalaw aku ckp sikeyt ngan die , di ckp , at least ade org care psl die ! buto uhk ! bey aku , mate dier wat per ? bahan ? sial ! psl kaw eyhk , relationship aku ngan matae aku ley kucar kacir ! buto ! bestfriend tak mcm gini larhh ~ ! siial ! kalaw kaw bace niek , memang patot pon kaw terase siial !

2009-02-12T14:13:00.003+08:00

To : Sherry
hmm , excuse me ghurl ; kaw sape nk kutok matae aku kental ? sape yg kental skrg ? kaw ke die ? asl brani spam kat tagboard jia psl matae aku ? jumpe kan senang ~ ! [sherry] ; is that really urr real name ? haas ~ klakar uhk lu gurl ~ matae aku pernah **** kaw eyhk ? ouuhh ; that means , matae aku must have been a great fcuker . guess uu must have a great tyme since uu dare to admit it online where millions of ppl cn read that tagboard or either uu arr so super cheap that uu want to tell ppl that uu arr fcukable by anyone nn everyone . nn anyway , thanks for calling my sis ; jia ; a mushroom head . at least she have sum brains , rather than uu , a blockhead which has no brains at all ~ ! ohh ; what a slut uu arr kaaaaan . hafiz ade scandal blakang aku eyhk ? hmmm . hahahah ; okayy ((: what will his scandal say if she finds out that he's with me ? or maybe , scandal die knows about his relationship with me , wont she be jealous when Hafiz always spend time with me ? ghurl ; iim with Hafiz everyday ! not even a second we're seperate . so ; takmu bbl kunik boleyy ? uu think , psl kaw spam niek sume , aku ngan dier akan break ? ohh , HELL NO SLUT ~ ! we wont be seperated because of a stupid spam thingy ~ ! ghurl ~ harge diri kaw jatoh uhk ! kaw sedar tak ? matae aku ketawe siiak bile kaw ckp yg dier kental nn uu have been ****ed by him . matae aku mls nk layan spammers mcm kaw 'cause he said , niek sume budak budak lagy uhk ~ ! hmmmmm , btw , asl kaw nk kutok jia eyhk ? "mushroom head" dier ade menyusahkan kaw ker ? did she ever use urr money to do her "mushroom head" ? hmmmm , ii guess not larhh kan . what a pity ghurl uu arr eyhk . grow upp larhh ghurl ~ haiyoo ! dont uu have a life of urr own to handle ? kite tak jage tepi kaen kaw per . asl kaw nk jage tepi kaen org ? tak ke name nye MAKCIK KEYPO ? ! btw , time lmbt ke nk backing backing ? aku rase kaaan ; TIME LMBT UHK GHURL NK SPAM ~ ! BRANI , JUMPE UHK SIIAL ~ ! TAKOT PER ? PUKIMAK PEYHK POMPAN ! HARGE DIRI DA JATOH ; DIAM DIAM SUDAH UHK SIIAL ! pompan murahan !

2009-02-10T15:25:00.003+08:00

blogging at boifye's house again ((: haiyyoo ~ plan cancelled lagik . this time , it was my turn ! hahaha (: haish ; ii dont have the mood since yesterday ! urrgggh ~ dowan to elaborate more 'cause nanty ade org twu mengamok sakan ! cant sleep well yesterday due to heart pain ! wake up in the morning , heart still pain ! until now ! friends ? can larhh ; tapi takmu melampaw ~ !
Eyhk [insertname] pukimak ~ ! singapore niek tak cukop lelaki ker uhk ? carik larhh lelaki laen cibai ! nk matae aku jugak ~ ! ye larhh ; matae aku layan kaw , tapy jgn sampai melampaw ! aku diam bukan bermakne aku takot ke ape eyhk ; aku akan simpan niek sume . tunggu uhk mase nye untok meletop ~ ! selagi aku boley sabar ; aku sabar eyhk !
B , buat larhh ape kaw suke eyhk ! selagi aku boley sabar ngan perangai kaw ; aku sabar taw . aku bukan takot uhk ngan kaw ; syg punye psl , aku diam . so , dont take advantage eyhk ~ ! layan jer kayy (((: layan larrhh ! sape tak jealous kalaw . . . takpe ; aku takkan crite kat sini , tapi kaw paham ape maksod aku . so , be happy boifye nn have fun with that erhmm erhmm ((((((:

2009-02-10T01:58:00.004+08:00

curently listening to MJ12 , blog-ing nn tagged-ing (: haaas ~ sleepover at boifye's crib again ~ ! hahahah (((: ii dont have mood larhh today ~ ! its all because of boifye . dowan to elaborate , wat sakeyt hati jer ! haish ~ iim bored (: thanks to jia , my friendster da lawa nn my blog pon ~ ! thank uu bby love ~ ! ii cant type much . not my lappy nn iits not my home to stay up late . chiao (((: nitey nite ! AKU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT TAWUK TAK ~ ! urggh ~ !
hey sluts , stop disturbing larhh ~ ! dont have a life huh ? find other guys uhk asshole ! matae aku jugak korang nk ! susah siiak ade matae ! ade matae hawtstuff ; org kacaw ! ade matae burokstuff ; org kutok ! kalaw single ; lonely ~ ! eyhk pompan(s) ; fcuk off from my guy larhh ! KNNBCCB ~ ! so cheap ! so desperate ! so slutty ! so bitchy ! so flirty ! so stupid ! haiyoo ~ ! change larhh ! dunie nie tak cukop ngan jantan hensem nn baek ke selaen matae aku ? ! buto larhh ~ jalan uhk siial ! asl matae aku jugak kaw nk kacaw uhk pukimak sundal haram ? ! sial ! mampos tak nak ! fcuk off ~ ! uu got urr own life to handle stupid slut ! SCRAAAMMM !

2009-02-09T19:30:00.004+08:00

blogging at boifye's crib ((: yesterday , nothing much hppn . lepak the whole day at boifye's crib ((: thot of going ite simei today , but plan was cancelled . yana penat , so , we plan , tomorrow ((: go for work interview skalie ((: so , after ii took my niece from skool , meet boifye at his crib , lepak nn off to sunshine 'cause boifye wants to cut hair ((: met mamat at 459 , lepak under arep's blok . meet rini nn off to lam soon . along the way , meet up with cine , nunu nn shasha (regent) . lepak till night but nunu nn shasha went off first ((:
To : Boifye
b , ii love uu nn i swear its true ~ ! why cant uu just understand me nn my feelings towards uu ? urrggh ~ b , i love uu nn ii dowan any third party to be involved ~ ! haish . try to understand me b . ii dont ask much . just understand me nn my feelings , thats all ((: please b , please ): thanks for puting a smile on my face everyday without fail . urr crazyness just make me laugh non stop (: but behind those smile n laughter , uu wont know the sadness , sorrowness nn hurtful path that ii've gone thru . but dear , ii appreciate what uu've done for me nn ii swear ii have no regrets having uu in my life ~ love uu b !

2009-02-08T00:57:00.004+08:00

blogging at boifye's crib . sleepover at his house (again) . heees ~ stayed at boifye's house the whole day yesterday . watched ' bangku kosong' which started at 10pm nn listen to MJ12 at 12am . seram jugak tawuk ~ ! sume tidor hall , except for mummy nn papa larhh kan ((: haaas ~ today , woke up at 11:30am+ . heees (((: mummy , yana , nadia , syasyam nn lala all went to wedding invitation at [ idk where ] (: me , boifye nn jia bby went to downtown (((: meet up kecyk , sakai nn comot at bp nn off to downtown by bus . took 67 to tampines int. nn it tooks 2hrs ~ gawwd damn it ! haaas (: then , we took bus number 3 to downtown . [ Happy birthday iika ] whoever uu are , ii donoe uu but still , uu're great 'cause uu're friendly nn uu're hawt too ~ ! haas (: eat , took pics , lepak , then me , boifye nn jia went home 'cause mummy didnt have the house key to enter (: haiyyoo ~~ reached boifye house , took shower , chit chat with yana , boifye nn jia , nn now , im blogging ((: haish ~ boifye , ii swear ii love uu ! why do uu still love to play with my feelings ~ ? haiyoo )): idk larhhs ~ ! iim happy when iim with uu but . . . haish ~ ! [ GHURLS / SLUTS / CHEAPO(S) ; FCUK OFF ~ ! PUT URR DIRTY HANDS OFF MY BOIFYE ~ ! HE'S MINE ! BE JEALOUS ASSHOLERS 'CAUSE WE WONT BE SEPERATED BECAUSE OF A THIRD PARTY LIKE UU , WHO DONT OWN A FCUKING LIFE ~ ! ! ! ! ]

2009-02-06T13:57:00.004+08:00

currently blogging at boifye's crib (again) ~ heees ((: yesterday was great , can say larhhs . after de-register my name from skool , meet boifye nn the others at lot ((; aww gawwd ~ ii miss my friends . haiyoo ~ [ hey ghurlfriends , can we have girls day out one day (: i miss uu all ~ ! ii know , bella nn naz arr busy with their o level , kim - shaz - kathy arr busy at ite with their new friends (: intan busy with her life , nn me busy with my pathetic life (too) ~ haish . contact me if uu guys can (: ] suddenly not in the mood at lot . not because of boifye's behaviour of disturbing the girls in lot . ntah larhh , suddenly no mood ~ ! got my mood back once we're on our way to bp ~ heeeees (: before went to bp , meet boifye's family at teck whye . after that , lepak at teck whye for a while with boifyee's friends nn boifye bought me a mickey mouse notebook n whiteboard ~ hahahah ((: cute tawuk ! thanks boifye ~ ! lepak at bp , went to didi house , then at around 9pm , off to comot house , borrowed his bike nn went home . lepak at boifye's crib for a while nn off ii went home . nn today , sleepover at boifye's crib 'cause tomorrow going downtown ~ ! yeahx ~ ((: boifye da delete friendster , but when ii check , its in my extended network . does he really have deleted it ? haiyoo ~ ntah larhh ((: haish ~ if boifye dont love me agian , tell the truth . but , the truth is , ii cant afford to lose him ~ ! urrggh ~ why ? ! jealousy ! jealousy ! jealousy ! fcuking asshole larhs ~ ! stupid ! uu mamafcukers cn fcuk off from FaRaHaKiTo's life ~ ! dont disturb my boifye uu sluts ~ ! find other guys , cant uu ? ! why do uu still want my boifye ~ ? doesnt this earth provide uu with handsome guys other than my boifye ~ ? ! fcuk off larhh eyhk ~ ! uu know my HaKiTo is my boifye , why do u still wanna contact him ? ~ whaat ? as friends ? fcuk larhh eyhk . it seems just more than a friend , stupid asshole ~ ! imagine uu were in my place nn iim in urr place , do u like me contact with urr guy nn ii just say that he's just my friend ? ~ no right ! confirm uu smell there's something fishy kan ? ! bodow ~ ! ii've tried my best to change for boifye sake ~ ! ii've tried to be open minded but boifye is sill the same ! why must ii sacrifice for him when he just fcuk care about me nn my feelings ? ~ its all because ii love hym ~ ! fcuk larhhh ~ its all beacause of jealousy ~ ! eyhk fcuking slut , cant uu just find other guys rather than my boifye ~ ! stupid slut ~ ! ! !

2009-02-05T13:33:00.002+08:00

hello earthing(s) ((: currently at boifye's crib . sorry for not updating yesterday . its all due to that stupid comp of mine ~ ! urrggh ! but nvm , father going to send it for repair soon ((: so , ii wont be online-ing , blog-ing , friendster-ing nn tagged-ing that often ~ heees (: yesterday , nothing much hpn . lepak at boifye's crib , off to bp , lepak with the usual peeps (: mamat , kecyk , didi , baby , cine , nunu nn comot ((: they are the best ~ ! then off , back to cck ((: meet boifye family at cck park , family eat out ((: then off ii went home . nn today , lepak at boifye's crib for a while , going to school later to de-register my name . hees ~ maybe starting work on monday (((: weeehoo ~ so , ii guess , ii'll stop here then . takkaire readers ((:

To : Boi / NAME
uu arr so lame ~ ! uu ar soooo pathetic ~ ! dont uu have a life of urr on ? haiyoo ~ what a pity uu arr larhh ~ tak dapat sepenoh kaseh sayang dari mak bapak kaw eyhk tu psl kaw takde life , kan kan kan ? fun larh entertain spammers mcm kaw ~ ! maseyy adek2 lagy , terpakse aku bagi muke sikeyt ~ heeees ((: happy spamming , asshole ~ !

2009-02-04T11:14:00.012+08:00

sorry for not updating . it's all due to the stupid comp of mine ~ asshole ! haaaas ~ comp kena spam , haiyoo ! starting on the 270109 ; second day of chinese new year ((: meet up with boifye first . lepaks , nn off to town , boifye off to eunos meeting his friend there (: ii meet up with kym , caca nn deediboyan ((: its the first time ii met deediboyan nn she's great ! we had lots of fun larhh eventhough many of the shops were closed due to CNY ((: at night , meet boifye nn boifye sent me home ((: ily boifye ~ !

on the 280109 , followed boifye to JHQ along with papa . get to know boifye had to go to court the next day ! haiyoo ~ went to bp , lepaks nn ii sleepover at boifye's crib ~ fun tawuk with yana nn jia ((: on 290109 , went to court with boifye , papa , cine nn comot (: very sleepy 'cause we slept at around 4am nn we woke up at around 7am . haiyoo ~ for boifye's sake , ii'll do anything ((: haish ~ thankk gawwd nothing hpn to boifye at court . if anything hppn to him , ii'll wait no matter how long it takes ~ thanks to that stupid fcuking asshole , my boifye has to come down to court ~ ! on 300109 , lepak at bp , ii guess nn still , ii sleepover at boifye's crib ((: on 310109 , we stayed home . yana , jia nn me cooked for the family . just plan to make pizza nn pasta ~ ! yummie ! then we came up with an idea , a chocolate pizza ~ sedaaaaap tawuk ~ ! credits to jia nn yana ~ !

credits to the chef of the day ; Jia nn Yana

on 010209 , just lepak at bp . happy 2mthsarry bby ~ ! haaaas ~ had lots of fun larhh kan ! on 020209 , nothing much hppn . spent the time with boifye . 030209 , spent the whole day at boifye's crib ((: fun tawuk (: jia came to my house , played the comp , bla bla bla . haaas ~ jia bby , sowiek eyhk psl comp ~ ! comp niek giler ~ ! hees ~ well , today , going to boifye's crib ( again ) ((: updating again at night ((: byees ~ ily boifye nn sorry to hurt uu ~ ! ii promise ii wont do it again ): mwarkx ~ !

2009-02-03T14:22:00.002+08:00

To : boi
my boiifyee say ; kaw kental . maseyy budak budak lagy (((: hahaha ~ tak gune spam larhhs ; tak puas haty , bbl dpn2 (: nk jadi gangster spam wat per ; takde name langsong ! wakakakaka ! at least kalaw kaw nk kutok aku ; kutok larhh depan2 ; at least ade fight sikeyt . niek tak ~ hmm . kaw btol tak btol aku isap konek kaw ? hahahhaha ~ klakar siiuul ! boiifyee aku says ; meet up larhhs ~ what a dog uu are !

2009-02-02T00:57:00.003+08:00

okay ; iim tired . updating later (: so ii guess ; uu have to wait. nice pics coming up later (: btw kan , that spammer dtg balek siiuul ~ ! what a dog !

To : boi

hello doggy ~ dont urr owner ( urr parents ) feed uu , thats why uu came to me kan ? heehehe ~ haiyoo ~ kesian kaw eyhk . tkde life . aku isap konek kaw ? confirm ke tak niek ? hmm . sorry larhh yerr . aku tak wat larhh keje niek sume (: kalaw btol aku isap konek kaw ; aku knl larhh kaw sape kan , asshole ! haiyoo ~ what a miserable life uu have !

2009-01-26T14:29:00.003+08:00

still not feeling well . )): iim sick , gawwd damn it ~ yesterday , after updating my blog in the afternoon , ii just went to sleep . ii just realise that my body is damn weak nn ii got fever , 38.45 degrees . ii got headache nn feel like vomitting too ~ haish ! ii guess , its all due to missing boifye too much . slept the whole day nn ii just wanted to wish boifye 21st mthsarry at 12am , but ii just can't get myself up . nothing much hppn yesterday . just think about boifye . woke up at 11am . take shower nn its fcuking cold . my fever has gone down a little bit ((: but still , my body is weak . haish ~

To : Boiifyee
b , where arr uu ? how arr uu ? have u eaten ? how's urr work ? b , ii miss uu like hell larhhs . ii've been thinking about uu too much , that's why iim sick , ii guess . b , am ii still urr ghurlfyee ? why didnt uu contact me these few days ? ii miss uu b . have uu found a new one ? b , ii trust uu , don't lose it , please . if uu have been not faithful to me since ii never meet uu , tell me the truth . b , ii love uu a lot okayy )): haish ~ please b . ii really need uu now . ii miss uu . why cant uu just understand me ? ))):

Happy 21st mthsarry to FaRaHaFiZ ~ ! ii love uu boiifyee ((:

2009-01-25T13:42:00.003+08:00

can ii say iim not in the fcuking mood ~ ! actually , ii have a religion class today but ii woke up late , so ii absent myself (: take shower nn watched tv . (: tidy up the whole house . as soon as mum gets back , ii've to cook , do the laundry , clean the kitchen . nn now , it's all done (: while doing the household chores , my stomach's in pain , head ache nn ii feel like vomitting ~ ! haiyoo ~ ii guess , its all due to missing boiifyee larhh siuul . have been thinking about him all day nn night ): ohh boiifyee ; ii miss uu larhh deyy ! tomorrow is going to be our 21st mthsarry bby ~ ii love uu (:

2009-01-24T21:55:00.002+08:00

soooooooo fcuking bored ~ ! thought of meeting boifye but he's working larhh deyy ! urrggh ~ ! after the afternoon post , ii sleep larhh doinkk ! nothing better to do larhh siiuul . haish , not really updating 'cause ii really dont have story today ~ just chat with osha in the afternoon , thot of meeting up but plan was cancelled due to my parents ! nn ii have to look after my nieces ! haiyoo ~ hope ii could meet boifye tomorrow ~ missing boifye lots && lots ! ! ! gooood night earthlings ((:

2009-01-24T16:03:00.006+08:00

all due to missing boiifyee ! urggh ~ ii miss him sooo badly larhh siiuul ~ ~

2009-01-24T15:46:00.002+08:00

iim soooooooooo fcuking bored right now ! thought of going out today but my parents had their plans , so ii've to look after my two nieces ! urrgghh ~ missing boiifyee sooo badly ~

To : Boiifyee
hubby ~ ii've been thinking negatively about uu these days . iim sorry ~ ii cant sleep , ii cant eat , all due to missing uu soo badly nn thinking about uu too much . haish ~ ii've tried calling uu but urr pp8 low , so ii dont mind larhhs . but when we talked otp , uu seemed not in the mood to talk to me . why b ? are uu okayy ? are sick ? do uu have any probs ? bby , iim sorry to accuse uu nn think negatively about uu . but the way uu react nn behave just makes me uncomfortable . sorry dear ): ii really miss uu . sometimes ii cried , without reason . haish ~ missing uu soo badly b . when can we meet ? its hard to contact uu . b , ii gave uu my trust . please dont lose it (: ii trust uu syg (: mwarks ~

2009-01-23T22:34:00.002+08:00

what a goooooooooooood sleep ii had just now ! weeeehooo ~ just wake upp larhh siuuul (: didnt go out the whole day , haiyoo ~ after blogging in the afternoon , nothing much that ii did .watched tv , called boiifye , talk otp for a while . boifye start work tomorrow , not today ! haiyoo ~ miss boifye a lot ! **die mcm da tak syg aku jer** urggh ! then ii sleep till now ~ !

To : eka , bella , naz , shaz , kym , tikoz
heyy ghurlfyees , sorry aye . aku bukan sengaje nk paitaw tawuk ! ii got my own reasons . when ii get back to skool , ii tell uu guys kayy (: haiiyoo ~

miss boiifyee ~ !

2009-01-23T10:23:00.002+08:00

thanks to that STUPID LIPAS , ii woke up at 7am ! urrggh ! ii just cant get to sleep this few days due to missing boiifyee soo badly , ii think . yesterday , chit chat - ing with both of my sis . while my first sis is sleeping , draw stupid pictures on her leg nn face using a black marker ! hehehehh (: mcm fun gituuk , tak nak stop ! hehehe (: then , thought of going to sleep but ii cant ! just as ii wanted to close my eyes nn fall into my beautiful dream , itu lipas masok bilek aku nn satu bilek aku kecohh ! haiyoo ~ ii was sleeping on the floor 'cause it's hawt sleeping on my bed , having my fat sis on it ! hehehehe ~ then , both of my sis kept shouting , "eyhk ! lipas !" ! idk anything , ii quickly wake up nn jump onto my bed ! klakar gituuk ! heees ~ just as ii wanted to get back to my sleep , mr. tan called , telling me that ii dont need to come to skool today as he'll be very busy , soo , ii'll just come back next wednesday (: heeees ~ called boiifyee but he didn't respond ! tidor larhh tu ! haiyoo ! missing him sooooo badly larhh doiinkk ! should ii go out today ? hmm ~ eka asked me out as today is ghurfyees out . should ii tag along ? ! ii want but ii need the permission from mum nn boiifyee ! haiyoo ~
**will update more at night((:

2009-01-22T20:35:00.003+08:00

missing boiifyee sooooo badly ! haiyoo ~ gue stress banget siihk ! sot tawuk ! tapi tatawu kenape sot ! heees ~ anak sedare ramai sangat nn they treat this house like a playhouse ! haiyoo ~ if they make the mess , tidy up by themselves larhhs but its either me or my mom who have to tidy up the whole house ! haiyoo ~ irritating tawuk ! but my first sis gerek larhh ! heees ~ talk to boifye otp for a while jer (: thought of meeting boifye tomorrow but he start work larhh besok ! ! urrggh ~ takper ! being patient (: " takkaire boifye . miss uu ! love uu ! "

2009-01-22T11:03:00.003+08:00

thought of waking up late but end up , ii woke at 9:45 am . haiyoo ~ didnt really get enough sleep )): yesterday watched sinaran hati , then played psp till 2:15 am . ii felt sleepy after playing the psp but when ii just wanted to close my eyes , ii just cant get to sleep . ii kept tossing around the bed ! at last , ii get to sleep at around 6am ! haiyoo ~ missing boiifyee larhhs ! quickly take my shower nn off to concord primary ! have to take syairinnie 'cause she vomitted in her class ! haiyoo ~ then , reached home , my school teacher called . asking me why ii wanna redraw myself from school . ii told him that ii've changed my mind of quitting school ~ then he asked why ii wanna redraw at the first place . ii told him ii got probs at home that need to be settled ~ then , blah blah blah . . . have to come to school at 2pm tomorrow ! urrggh ! lazy siaaaal ! now , iim missing boiifyee like ii've never miss someone before ! heeees ~ ~ back to sleeeeeeeep !

2009-01-21T20:20:00.003+08:00

woke upp at 10am , shower , breakfast nn switched on the comp (((: as usual , checked my friendster , blog nn tagged . took amok nn iqah from skool . my first sis didnt come over 'cause she wanna watch her husband play soccer (: tak sangke abg ipar kuu yg besar tu leyy maen bola ! heheheheheh (: then , wash my clothes , clean my room , teach iqah with her skool work nn soon after my mom reached home from work , my mother asked to massage her (: then off ii went to sleeeeeeeep ! heeees ~ wake up , take my shower (again) , nn swithed on the comp (again) ! watching sinaran hati later . nn ii miss boiifyee lots & lots & lots ! haiyoo ~

To : Jannah & Fiqah
iim sorry guys ! ii will come back next week kayy (: ii need to settle my problems first (: thought of quitting tapi tak jady larhhs ! hehehe (((: sorry guys ! miss uu both ! bestfriend aku kapaaaa ? haiyoo ~ when ii come back school next week , ii tell uu guys what happened kayy (((:

To : Shasha (cuzzy)
b ! ii miss uu too ! hehehe ((: pape kol my house taws ! skrg nga ade big problems (: nanty sume da settle , ii beep uu kayy (: we lepak ! love uu (: miss uu !

To : Boiifyee , HaKiTo BBY
Hubby ! ii miss uu larhh fcuk ! heheheheh ! dont do anything nonsense kay syg ! love uu b ! takkaire ! missing uu sooooo badly ! hehehehe (: dont naughty naughty kay syg ! mwarks !

2009-01-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

missing boiifyee ~ haiyoo ! have been keeping myself in my room the whole day nn sleeeeeeeep (: boring kan , sleeep larhh ! hehehe ~ my fingers are so itchy to type but iim running out of words ! urrggh ~ hmm . what should ii type about ? ! no idea ~ soooo , goooood night peeeeps ! ii miss boiifyee larhh doinkk !

2009-01-20T17:02:00.006+08:00

iim so fcuking bored at home ! haiyoo ~ missing boifye ! slept throughout the day nn ii just woke up just now . (da mandi eyhk !) heees ~ play with my nieces , fun tawuk ! dorang cute but fcuking irritating ! haiyoo ! hehhehe ((: ii really love my last niece , baby sherylene (: she's the cutest among all my four nieces nn one nephew (: ohh gawwd ! yesterday , we slept late all because of my first nn second sis ! they are like my laughing gas , especially my first sis ! tak leyy angkat siuul ! heeees ~ its been a long time since ii go to school ! lazy sioooool ! my class shucks a lot this year ! (except for Jannah , Syafiqah , Siti , Ariffin nn Vincent) heeeees ~ haiyoo ! actually , ii wanna stop school already but because of my mom nn eunice , ii continue . ii will come back to school once eunice is back ! yahoooooooooo ~! heheh ! talk to boifye otp for while just now ! iim still missing him ! people kept asking whether me nn boifye continue or restart . well , we celebrate both dates peeeeeps ((: FaRaHaFiZ 260407 @ 10:23pm FaRaHaKiTo 011208 @ 01:23pm ((:
FaRaHaFiZ 21st monthsarry is coming soon ! ! ! heheheh (:

ii kept asking myself , why do ii still can put up with his attitude eventhough the way he treated me , really hurts ? ! ohh gawwd ! my friends told me that ii love him too much , thats why ! haiyoo ! its true larhh kan ! he's the only one in my life ! ii just cant fall for any other guys anymore 'cause my heart has already been fixed to one only , nn thats him ! there's lots of ups nn downs in our relationship but still , ii love him nn sacrifice anything just to be with him . we've broken up two times , but still , we're together ! can we last ? ! ii love him nn iim afraid of losing him ! ii believe we could last but . . . . )): idk larhh ! through pictures , people say we're sweet , we're loving . yes , we do , but sometimes only ! only our close friends knows whether we're a loving couple or not . we both just seemed to be a normal close friends . we dont hold hand that often , we dont hug each other , we dont kiss to show people that we're sweet but we always "fight" ! its fun tawuk ! ii've no regrets having him in my life ! ii appreciate everything nn iim sooo thankedful to God for giving Muhammad HaFiZ Bin Fowzi to me as my guy (: ii just love boifye too much !

2009-01-19T22:25:00.002+08:00

heyyyloooo (: iim ssoooooooooo bored okayy ((: after 7pm , chill out with my sis nn my nieces (: my first sis was like a joker in my family . ii open this video clip ; single ladies (put a ring on it) by beyonce , beyonce was like fcuking damn hawt ! nn the way she dance melts the guys with her moves nn her good figure ! ohh gawwd ! ii was playing the comp while kakak follow beyonce's dance steps (: it was like damn funny ! if ii have a hp , ii would surely record it nn put it here in my blog ! heheheheheheh (: pecah perot siuuul ! my 2nd sis , mami join in the fun too when she's changing ! funny larhh bodow ! heheheh (: && ii miss boifye ! called him nn talk to him for a while jer 'cause he's sleeping larhh ! haiyoo ! besar kan taik mate jer ! hehehehee (: ii love uu nn ii miss uu b !

To : Passerby 1
where have uu been ? why dont uu reply ? haiyoo ! ii've been waiting for urr reply okayy ! PLEASE REPLY ! sumpah ! aku masey tak puas haty ngan kaw ! first , spammer yg bername STELLA , spam aku ! nak step mane peyhk maot ! second , kaw pulak yg spam aku , PENGECOT nye passerby 1 ! ! alesmak ! sape korang niek ? ! da tak cukop kaseh sayang nn takde keje ke nk spam spam org ? ! kaw suke kalaw kaw kene spam ? ! of course not larhh kan ! think before uu do or say anything okayy fcukers ! please larhh ! wake up larhh doinkk ! what a pity uu are ! reply asap okayy PENGECOT nye passerby 1 ! meeeeeeet up larhh ! lagi senang ! tak gune larhh jadi gangster spam ! its no use , STUPID !

To : Boifye , HaKiTo BBY
B ! ii miss uu like fcuk larhh seyy ! heheheh ! tido jer tawuk ! ii love uu bby ! ii miss having uu by my side ! that 10 days , ii've been always with uu ~ we fight , we sleep together , we hug , we kiss , we play games , we eat , we went out , we did everything ! but now that iim not with uu , ii miss everything ! wish uu were here b ! haiyoo ! we'll meet up soon kayy syg ! love uu dearie ! takkaire okayy ! no more nonsense (: hehehehehe ((((: ii love uu HaKiTo BBY kushh ! ((((((:

okay ! iim done ! goooood night earthlings ((((: II MISS BOIFYE !

2009-01-19T14:45:00.008+08:00

belle , feona , farah ; the great 3 sisters

that night was great !

niek sume nak step cute ! hehe (((:

Nonoi ; ii miss uu !

that sweetest kiss from him just melt me !

kalaw korang piker korang maot , kiter lagi maot !

HaFiZ ; he's one in a million !

2009-01-19T14:38:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey ((((: im bored ! ii feel like typing but iim running out of words ! ohh gawwd ! heheh ((: my blog is somekind of BOOOORIIING ! but ii dont know how to make it interesting ! but its okay larhh kan , 'cause THIS IS MY BLOG uu asshole ! that spammer that named him/her self [passerby 1] is soooooo NOT invited to my blog ! he/she is the one who wanna read it , ii dont need comment from uu , spammer(s) ! haiyoo ~ my sis nn my niece came but still iim bored ! ii really miss boifye a lot okayy !

2009-01-18T21:10:00.003+08:00

haloo , haloo ! hehe ((: this is the 2nd post of the day (: iim fcuking bored at home but iim lazy to go out ! ii miss boifye a lot ! boifye went to peni , accompany mamat ((: boifye say " blg ngan tu passerby 1 LAKHANAT , jgn jady pengecot uh ! tak brani nk letak name sendiri ! umor masey budak2 lagiek twu psl dier spam ! tak puas haty ; jumpe ! takmu bnyk bbl kat sini ! jgn jadi gangster spam , tak gune ! " hahahhaa ! pdn muke kaw passerby 1 ! haiyoo ! have been staring at this comp since 2pm till now ! woke up early today cause wanna tidy up my room ; nn now its clean ! yeah ! hahah (: finish tidy up ; played the comp ((: update my blog , friendster nn tagged ((: hehehehehehehe ((: not going skool anymore 'cause ii've stopped skool (: haiyoo ! still planning what to do nn where to go .

ii miss my friends ! ~
~Bella
~Naz
~Kym
~Shaz
~Kathy
~Intan
~FaTin 2N2
~Jannah 4N1
~Fyqah 4N1
~Botak
~Yogi
~Daryl
~Mansur
~Afiq
~Haries
~Daniel
~Nizam
~Eunice
~Jia
~Yana
~NunuCine
~Didi
~Baby
~Mamat
~sakai sat sat
~shasha (cuzzy)
~shafiq
~shaiful
~shahira
~adeq osha
~ina dice
~milly meow
~yaya spade
~emmabel
~billy bangbang
~sheyda
~edy
and many more larhhs ! but most of all , ii miss HAKITO BBY ! ! ! ! ! ! takkaire boifye ((: be home early ; missing uu badly !

2009-01-18T14:18:00.001+08:00

its been a looooooong time since ii update my blog . haiyoo ! MIA for a while (((: well , these days have been the most GREATEST moments for me ! iim run out of words now , nothing to say at this moment . hmm , ii love my HaKiTo BBY forever !

~~to : PASSERBY 1
scared of putting your own name or whaaat ? ! haiyoo ! kaw bbl mcm paham eyhk . kaw pernah maen ngan aku ke ? setahu aku , aku tak wat keje niek pon ! kalaw aku maen ngan lelaki pon , of course ii'll know who uu are kan . hmm , aku tak shave bulu pepek aku ? ! ade menyusahkan kaw ? ! kalaw gitu , konek kaw busuk larhh ! haiyoo ! anyway , ii act cute ? hahahahahahahahahhaa ~ wat lawak uh kaw eyhk ! tak de mase aku nk act cute dpn lelaki ! kaw geli bace blog aku ? ! sape suroh kaw bace ? ! aku tak jempot kaw bace pon ! haiyoo ! nothing bttr to do ! what a pity uu are ! do uu think ii will entertain spammers like uu ? ! ohh , HELL NO ! put urr real name , meet up , then uu can say what uu wanna say about me ! da larhh PENGECOT ! brani spam , tapy tak brani nk letak name sendiri nn meet up ! WTH larhh kan ! budak budak zaman skrg kan prangai kunik , mcm siek [PASSERBY 1] niek ~ haiyoo !

2008-12-29T19:28:00.003+08:00

eyhk pompan yg bername STELLA yg nak step mane peyhk maot ! kaw sape nk masok campor dlm hal FaRaHaKiTo niek ? jealous pahh ghurl ? tak gune larhh spam spam niek sume ! baru skrg kaw nk spam ? ! aku ngan die da nk masok 2 tahon larhh ! haiyoo ! ketinggalan zaman uh niek pompan ! asl spam ? jumpe kan lagy senang . kaw nak hakito ? ! tgok sape dier pileh kayy ! eyhk pompan ! aku ckp ngan kaw , FaRaHaKiTo TAKKAN MATI UH ! tak gune uh bbl kat sini , buang mase aku jer . kalaw nk , jumpe aku ! kay . chiao !

2008-12-29T19:16:00.002+08:00

kiter sentiase sweet . he's the sweetest thang ever ! ii swear ! these months have been great for me . nxt year will be a difficult year for me ! haiyoo ! ii love hakito bby ! iim out of words actually . now , lepaking at mamat's house . gerek ! 3 more days my parent will be back ! ohh gawd ! ii miss them ! hahahahahahahahahha ! [ pelan pelan kayoh yer ghurl , jgn mcm phm tunggu dier ! niek larhh budak budak zaman skarang ! ] ii love my hubby forever !

2008-12-17T17:55:00.003+08:00

FaRaHaFiZ is back yaw ! hahahahahahahaha ! iim soo thankful to god ! well , patched on 011208 ! he is soooo sweeet ! till now , we're still in a good sweet situation ! hehehehehe ! ( blajar naek bskl yer dek ! ) ii hope there will be no more break up from now onwards ! ii love hym nn ii swear ii wont stop loving hym ! he cant be replaced okayy ! he's the only one in my life ! hahahaha ! now , at mamat's house . org tu da ade lappy seyy ! hahahahaahaha ! lepaking with mamat , khaicine , bby , tompel , kecik nn my dearest hubby ! hehehehehe ! dorang gerek taws ! ii am currently staying at my cuzzy house at bp , so , senang larhh cikeyt umpe sygku ! hahahaha ! kay larhh . gtg to hubby house ! ii love hakito bby sooooo much ! btw , ii miss ina dice , nunu , jia , yana , yaya spade , shasha , fatin , kym , bella , naz , shaz, everyone larhh ! haahahhahahahaha ! bye peeeeeeeeeeps ! anything , just tag ouhkay ! LOVE UU HAKITO BBY ! btw , tomorrow is n result . scary larhh sioool ! hehehe !

2008-11-17T10:17:00.002+08:00

okayy . its been a DAYS since i update my blog ! ohh gawwd ! haaas ~ these days have been great for me ! weeehooo (((: last saturday (151008) was really fun ! spent time with HYM ! haish ! ii really love hym but . . . argh ! forget it ! ton at bp , didi's house ; with comot , HYM , khai cine . caca "jepon" , kecik nn ira ((: great larhh kan ! went adventuring at 12:30 am ((: iim a fcuking PENAKOT but ii love adventures ! went to chesnut ave , walk in dark parks , jungle ? hmm . . hahahaha ((: didi's dad was like fcuking GREAT ! woohoo ! slept for a while , walk off to HIS house at 07:30am . lepak for a while , went home , meet HYM for a while then off ii went to work . working was like fcuking FUN but it was damn tiring ! have to stand the whole day ! ii work at TANGS with mummy nn Yana (((: great larhh kan . Joey ; my schoolmate work there too ! mummy's friends ask who am ii related to her . she say "daughter-in-law" ! ohh gawwd ! ! iim not ! me nn hym was soooo OFF since 271008 ! haish ! ii want him back larhh seyy ! ohh please ! iim trying hard ! okayy ? ! ii still listen to what he says ! ii want him back ! please ! haish ! PPPLLLEEEAAASSSEEE !

2008-11-04T22:08:00.004+08:00

ii dont know how many post ii posted today ! hahahaha (: efffffffing bored at home ! gaaaaaaahs ~ ~ well ; chat-ed with so many great peeeeeeps today ! hahaha (: soooooooo booooooooorrrreeeeddd ! ! ! ii miss him ! need him back so bad ! haish ! ii miss lots of peeeeps ! urrgghh ! he has found someone new ; ii guess ? ! haish ! please ! stop with urr "lies" ! )))))): ii love him !

2008-11-04T16:33:00.002+08:00

just tried it out for fun ((:

2008-11-04T15:38:00.002+08:00

iim sooooooooo fcuking bored at home ! urrgghh ! ouhkay , well . ii woke up at around 11am++ . take my shower nn eat breakfast (: yumyum ! switched on the comp . chat with dearest ex-boifye ! awwww gawwwd ! fcuking missing him ! thought wanna meet kim ; but plan's cancelled ! chat with aina amirah . a new friend of mine ! ouh , she's great ! ii knew her for a long time already but we didnt talk at all . but now , we did ((: haaaas ~ she's GREAT ! then ; yana called my house . talked about working at mummy's place ! woohoo ! hope ii'll get it ! get to know that dearest ex-boifye has found someone new ! urrrggghh ! "JIA ! YANA ! isit true ? ! " haish ! why just cant ii move on nn just forget about him ? ! iim really forcing myself to move on but ii just cant ! he is still the one that ii want ! ohh god ; please help me ! ii just cant forget about him !

2008-11-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

heyy ; iim so fcuking bored at home ! urrgghh ! nothing much happening at home ! woke up at around 12pm , take my shower nn off to send iqah , my niece . switched on the comp ; played till 3pm . blahblahblah . off to the doctor . then reached home . take a short nap . then played the comp again ! haaaaas ~ make lots of new friends in msn but they're irritating ! haaaaaaas ~ well ; between me nn jia bby , its all over ! ii love her to the core ! now , iim forcing myself to move on in this misery life of mine ! but still , ii'll wait for him till ii lost the ability to love him ! haish !

HaFiZ ~ ii guess ; uu've moved on kankankan ? haaas ~ takper larhh ! gy larhh carik yg baru ! yg btol2 ley wat kaw happy ! yg btol2 phm kaw ! okayy ? ! aku tawu kaw da move on ! haish ! iim trying to move on . tapi , aku still akan tunggu kaw sampai feeling aku terhadap kaw da fade . whatever hppns , uu're the only one that ii love most !

2008-11-03T12:57:00.002+08:00

JIA ~ okayy ; fine ! let bygones be bygones ! ii cant see us in this fcuking situation ! ii really love uu as my own nn ii want all this to stop ! take care dearest . do keep in touch ! (((: iim sorry nn ii love uu (:

2008-11-02T23:51:00.003+08:00

jia ~ okayy ; if ii cant say sorry ; then what should ii do ? we dont know about the future . but whatever hppns ; ii love uu nn ii dont want to quarrel with uu ! ii did cried when ii quarrel with uu nn the post uu updated for me . ii really love uu like my own sis .haish ! why must all this hppnd ? ii admit that all this caused by me ! the way he talked to me ; ii felt like he hated me so much ! ii dont know larhh . uu're his sister , uu must know eveything . ii know iim the fire starter . ii dont know what to say to uu . iim out of words nn speechless 'cause uu've told me , "dont ever say sorry" . idk .

2008-11-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

jia ~ calling ? dont get it wrong babe . uu said that ii called him day nn night nn ii dont give him space . that is why ii've said , "its just a matter of calling" . ii broke up with him because of msg . nvm ; forget it . ii didnt say that uu called me names . desperate ? yarhh , ii am . the way uu post ; uu're telling me that abg wont get back with me ? he has moved on ? well ; fine with it then . ii know he hate me ! hate me all he wants ! urr time is wasted on me ? well ; mine's not ! thanks jia (: ii thought that when ii've said "sorry" to uu ; bygones will be bygones ; nn we wont "quarrel" over this matter . nvm . thanks alot , dear (:

HaFiZ ~ hey ; aku tawu kaw hate aku ! aku tawu kaw da move on . fine ! aku tak leyy pakse kaw kan ? ! but the way uu talked ; uu're giving me hope that uu'll be back with me ! kaw nak tawu kenape aku susah nak lepaskan kaw ? kaw mesti tawu kan ? ! eyhk , ii listen to WHATEVER uu say nn give uu WHATEVER uu want ! 1yr 6mths is not a short period of time okay , hafiz ? uu realised that ? kaw lelaki ; mesti larhh kaw senang lupekan aku ! but as for me ; susah ! aku syg kan kaw ! aku tak ungkit eyhk ! but just think back uhs ! ii really love uu okay nn ii really need uu back ! ii just cant accept the fact that uu nn me are friends ! nn ii just cant accept the fact that uu wont be with me anymore ! uuurrgghh ! why cant uu understand me ? ! uu need time ? ii can give the time all uu need ~ uu dont love me anymore ? WHY ? ! uu dont wanna be with me again ? WHY ? ! ii love uu . uu wanna say that iim crazy ? say what uu wanna say ! okayy ? ! iim sorry for what ii've done to uu .

2008-11-02T07:13:00.000+08:00

JIA BBY ~ heyy bby (: thanks for long post for me (((: heeees ~ iim sorry once again aites (: listen here bby ; ii swear ii didnt control him , well ; if ii do , iim sorry ! but its just a matter of calling . ii've been giving him space ; well ii dont know if ii dont . but jia , ii know iim the fire stater of all this . ii've realised my mistakes ! ii know iim in the wrong ! uu said iim desperate ? say what uu wanna say bby , ii just want him back . thats important to me now ; nothing else matters ! now that we broke off ; iim giving him the time all he needs to think . nn freedom too . it seems like a "time-off" . ii know that my negative thoughts bring me to this situation ! ii really love him . ii know there's still lots of guys outside nn he's not the only one on earth . but still , for me , he's the only one nn he's not that easy to be replaced ! ii just loved him too much ~ ii cant let him off . ii dont know how to explain to uu how much ii love him . its countless nn iim out of words ! bby ; ii really love urr abg a lot okayy . if my attitude is really worse that ii thought it would be ; then ii will change ! iim sorry ~ if my attitude is like fcuking damn too much , please tell me bby . ii wont be hurt but intsead ii'll change ! ii'm willing to do anything for the sake of abg . ii really want him back in my life ! nn btw jia , ii really love uu effing , fcuking much ! ii was reading the post nn ii did cry , too ! get this clear bby, II LOVE UU , JIA BBY ! ! ! ((: nn iim sorry for what ii've done to uu nn especially abg . ii really love abg nn ii swear ii will change my attitude .

2008-11-02T02:18:00.000+08:00

heyy ((: first of all ; ii wanna say , II MISS MY DEAREST EX-BOIFYE ! ! !
aww gawwd ! ii just cant live without him ! yestersay was great ; ii guess ? ! just have to continue putting on a fake smile ! uuurrrggghhh ! yesterday ; dont do anything much ! help my mum in cuzzies kitchen , make myself busy ! haish ! watched old videos of my aunt wedding ((: its my very first time that ii see my grandmother (mother side) ! iqah ; my niece , looked exactly the same like her ! my 1st sis was still young ! haaas ~ reached home at around 1am ii guess ((: my cuzzies were great ! they kept cheering me up non-stop ! but sorry , still not in the mood ((: those laughters nn smiles were all fake , cuzzies ! iim sorry ): haish !

~HaFiZ
ii just cant let uu off my mind ! ii really need uu back ! iim sorry for what ii've done to uu ! iim sorry ! please forgive me ! hafiz , ii just cant move on ! ii really want the old us back ! ii want us to be together just like the old times . please ! ii really love uu ! iim sorry for hurting uu ! ii've realised my mistakes ! hafiz ; ii called uu everyday nn we talked . ii laughed but still ; its all fake ! ii just want uu back ! ii swear ; day nn night ii cried 'cause ii want uu back ! please hafiz , ii really need uu back !

2008-11-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

heyy ! still in no mood okayy but still ii'll update ! haiyooo ! woke up fcukink damn early today ! take my shower nn off ii went to switched on the comp ! chat with khaicine , edit my blogskins with the help from roxybabe nn edit my friendster backgroud too ! ii know that the background is lame ! haiyoo ! whatever ! ii dont care anymore ! my girl friends nn zul sempoi asked me out but ii went out with my cuzzies instead ! haaas ~ met them at town at around 8pm ; ii guess ! before that , saw adan monster ! haiyoo ! then off me nn my cuzzies walked around the whole town ! fuuhh ~ its so tiring ! iim so exhausted ! saw this damn nice black shirt with pink wording "absolutefcukingly SINGLE" ! nice okayy ? ! but too bad ii didnt bring much $$$$ ! uurrrgghh ! while walking ; felt like fainting siuul ! haas ~ thank god ii dont faint at town in front of all those peeeeps ! it will be damn embarassing okayy ? ! its been 4 days since ii ate anything ! ii just dont have any appetite to eat eversince ii broke up with him ! ii swear ii didnt eat anything ! ii dont ask for sympathy okayy ? ! its the truth ! my parents nn sister nn also my cuzzies told me that iim getting skinnier nn skinnier ! awww gawwwd ! ii dont mind ! ii guess ii will have my appetite back when me nn him patch , okay ? ! haaaass ~ took taxi back home ! ii dont enjoy my day today 'cause ii dont have the mood still ! but cuzzies ; thanks for asking me out nn try to cheer me up nn iim sorry for not being happy ! ii just dont have the mood ! sorry dearest cuzzies ! well ; tomorrow is my cuzzies nn 2nd sis birthday as well as my parents 33th wedding anniversarry ! hees ! ii miss HIM ! nn ii need him back ! uurrgghh ~

~HaFiZ
haish ! ii really need uu back ! urrgghh ! ii just cant move on ! well ; ii will wait for uu no mttr how long it takes ! okayy ? ! well ; iim sorry for hurting uu so much ! ii know all this while was my mistake ! ii am the fire starter ! bile aku piker balek ; mmg btol ape kaw ckp ! ni sume aku yg start ! ntah larhh hafiz ! my heart kept saying yg kaw ade pompan laen ! iim sorry ! aku btol2 mintak maaf hafiz! ii will change for the sake of uu ! ii will change my attitude ! aku akan ubah prangai aku ! okayy ? ! ii just want uu back right now ~ nothing else matters to me now 'cause ii want us to be back ! please forgive me hafiz ! iim sorry for everything ! okayy ? ! iim still loving uu ! ii will wait for uu ! haish ! maaf kan aku ; please hafiz . aku tawu aku yg salah ! iim sorry ! II WILL CHANGE FOR THE SAKE OF UU !

2008-11-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! wish that all urr dreams will come true ! takkaire nn goodbye dearest mummy ! ii will never forget uu nor urr family ! ii will miss uu nn urr family especially hafiz ! uu know everything already ii guess 'cause ii texted uu yesterday night ; after 12am ; right ? well , thanks for the advice ! ii love uu mummy ! take care !

jia ; uu hated me isit ? well , ii dont mind . but still uu're the greatest in urr family (: thanks for everything uu've done for me ! whatever hppns , uu're still my sister !

yana ; eventhough iim not that close to uu ; uu're still the one that ii like with urr preety face nn urr blurry attitude ! uu're still my sister !

to the peeeeeeeeps out there , THANK UU ALL ! ! ! ! ! ii love uu guys ! haaas ~ hmm ; still , ii dont have any mood ! ii guess iim setting him free 'cause thats what he wants ! for the sake of his happiness , ii'll listen to him BUT ii will always be here waiting for him no matter how long it takes ! will change my backgroud real soon ! need to ask from the pro's to help me ; ii guess ~ haish ! no stories yet ; still locking myself up in my house nn my own room ! need to be alone for a long period of time ! ii dont belong to him anymore ! iim alone ! my parents going away to perform haj ! iim alone AGAIN ! urrrggghh ! well ; ii guess ; ii would have gone to his house nn sat there quietly nn dont lepak with his friends that monday , then this break up shit thang wont hppn ! ii just want him back ~ okayy ! giving him some space ! why does he hated me so much ? ! what ? ! ii can changed my attitude if he wants me too ! aku sanggop seyy ! ii just want him back ~ nothing else matters to me now !

2008-10-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

heyy ! still in no mood okayy but still ii'll update ! haiyooo ! woke up fcukink damn early today ! take my shower nn off ii went to switched on the comp ! chat with khaicine , edit my blogskins with the help from roxybabe nn edit my friendster backgroud too ! ii know that the background is lame ! haiyoo ! whatever ! ii dont care anymore ! my girl friends nn zul sempoi asked me out but ii went out with my cuzzies instead ! haaas ~ met them at town at around 8pm ; ii guess ! before that , saw adan monster ! haiyoo ! then off me nn my cuzzies walked around the whole town ! fuuhh ~ its so tiring ! iim so exhausted ! saw this damn nice black shirt with pink wording "absolutefcukingly SINGLE" ! nise okayy ? ! but too bad ii didnt bring much $$$$ ! uurrrgghh ! while walking ; felt like fainting siuul ! haas ~ thank god ii dont faint at town in front of all those peeeeps ! it will be damn embarassing okayy ? ! its been 4 days since ii eat anything ! ii just dont have any appetite to eat eversince ii broke up with him ! ii swear ii didnt eat anything ! ii dont ask for sympathy okayy ? ! its the truth ! my parents nn sister nn also my cuzzies tole me that iim getting skinnier nn skinnier ! awww gawwwd ! ii dont mind ! ii guess ii will have my appetite back when me nn him patch , okay ? ! haaaass ~ took taxi back home ! ii dont enjoy my day today 'cause ii dont have the mood still ! but cuzzies ; thanks for asking me out nn try to cheer me up nn iim sorry for not being happy ! ii just dont have the mood ! sorry dearest cuzzies ! well ; tomorrow is my cuzzies nn 2nd sis birthday as well as my parents 33th wedding anniversarry ! hees ! ii miss HIM ! nn ii need him back !

~HaFiZ
haish ! ii really need uu back ! urrgghh ! ii just cant move on ! well ; ii will wait for uu no mttr how long it takes ! okayy ? ! well ; iim sorry for hurting uu so much ! ii know all this while was my mistake ! ii am the fire starter ! bile aku piker balek ; mmg btol ape kaw ckp ! ni sume aku yg start ! ntah larhh hafiz ! my heart kept saying yg kaw ade pompan laen ! iim sorry ! aku btol2 mintak maaf hafiz! ii will change for the sake of uu ! ii will change my attitude ! aku akan ubah prangai aku ! okayy ? ! ii just want uu back right now ~ nothing else matters to me now 'cause ii want us to be back ! please forgive me hafiz ! iim sorry for everything ! okayy ? ! iim still loving uu ! ii will wait for uu ! haish !

2008-10-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

today was great but still ; no mood ! haiyoo ! ii woke up fcuking damn early today ! nn off ii went to take my shower nn switched on the comp ! edit my blogskin nn friendster . well ~ its lame ; ii know ! well ; my girl friends nn zul sempoi ask me out ; but too bad , ii didnt meet up with them . instead , ii met up with my cuzzies ~ ! wooohooo ! meet them up at town at around 8pm ii guess (: before that ; saw adan monster larhh ! fuuhhh ~ that "white" guy ! ii mean his dressing larhhs ! ; all white ! nice ! haaaaas ~ then walked around the whole town ! iim so exhausted ! its been 4 days since ii eat anything ! my stomach grumbled but ii just dont have any appetite ! thank god ii dont faint at town ! so embarassing okayy ? ! my parents nn sisters nn even my cuzzies says that iim not "fat" like before ! iim getting skinny ! awwww gawwd ! haiyoo ! saw this shirt at FEP ; black in colour nn the wordings were in pink nn it says "absolutefcukingly SINGLE" ! nice okayy ? ! too bad ; ii didnt bring $$$$ ! haiyoo ! the hoodies makes me go gugugaga seyy ! its like fcuking nice okayy ? ! after that walking around the whole town ; my cuzzies nn ii took taxi back home ! we're too tired of all those walking ! haiyoo ! ii dont know whether ii enjoyed my day or not but ii guess ; ii dont ! but thanks cuzzies for asking me out to cheer me up ! haiyoo !still not in the mood ! ii just love him too much nn ii really need him back ! tomorrow going cuzzies house at bp ; celebrate my cuzzies nn 2nd sis birthday nn also my parents wedding anniversarry ! heees ~

~HaFiZ
no mttr what hppns ; ii will always be here waiting for uu ! haish ! ii just need uu back ; that what important to me now ! nothing else matters already to me ! forgive me for what ii've done to uu ! ii know ii've been hurting uu all this while ! aku tawu ; slame ni yg fire stater nye adelah aku ! iim sorry ! aku piker2 balek ; mmg salah aku ! aku mintak maaf okayy ? ! iim sorry ! ii will change ! aku akan ubah prangai aku just for uu ! okayy ?! ii will do anything just to be with uu !

2008-10-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

heyy ; iim still in no mood to blog
but ii'll just do a quick one
haish ! iim still feeling down ! ii really need him back !
ii know iim making myself like a fool but ii just dont give a damn !
ii want him back ! thats all ! isit so hard ? !
uuurrrgghhhhh !! ii want him ! ii want him ! ii want him !
PPPPLLLLEEEEAAAAAAASSSSSEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!
ii just cant forget about him ! nn ii want him back !

2008-10-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

iim really in no mood right now ; but for the sake of my sweetest love ; FatinFilzah , ii'll update ! haiyoo ! life is full of misery ! why must he left ?! saturday nn sunday ii didnt meet HYM 'cause ii've family outing . ii went out with them nn when ii calleh HYS hp ; he didnt pick up ! well ; maybe he's sleeping ! ii know he's fast asleep ; but ii donoe why my heart kept saying he's running away from me nn he's chatting with ouside girl ! ii just felt he's avoiding me ! FCUK ! ii called him ; talked to him but he seems not to care nn hate talking to me ! well ; monday [271008] , we had a long conversation ! then he told me he wanna break up just because ii msg-ed him ; accusing him ! SHIT ! this problem can be settled ; but not with the word BREAK ! urrrggh ! he still ask me to hang out with him nn dont forget him ! WTF ?! ii cried day nn nite ! ii want him back larhh ! please ! somebody ! help ! ii just feel like iim no use to anyone here ! my life shucks ! ii just need him in my life ! thats all ! nothing more ! only him !!!!! II WANT HAFIZ BACK !!!!!

2008-10-28T17:55:00.000+08:00

FCUKK ! ii just cant accept the fact that iim no longer with him !ii just need him back ! ii just want him ! why must he leave ? day nn night ii cried but he just fcukink dont care ! ii just cant let him off ! ii just cant bear to see him with other girl ! FFFFFFCCCCCCCUUUUUUUKKKK ! somebody ! ! please help me ! ii want him back !

~HaFiZ
please hafiz ! why cant we try it once more ? everybody deserves a second chance right ? ! uu know that ii really love uu ! hafiz ! ii need uu back ! please ! why must all this kept hppning ? ! say what uu wanna say about me ! what ? ! kaw nak ckp aku tak tawu malu punye pompan psl nak kaw balek ? ! yer ! mmg aku tak tawu malu ! psl aku sygkan kaw ! aku nak kaw balek ! aku tak ley lepaskan kaw ! aku tak sanggop tgok kaw ngan pompan laen ! hafiz ; tolong larhh ! please ! kaw nak aku wat ape ? beg uu ? please ! aku nak kaw balek ! AKU NAK KAW BALEK ! AKU NAK KITER MCM DULU BALEK ! AKU TAK NAK KITER JADI MCM NI ! AKU TAK NAK KITER JADI KAWAN ! AKU NAK FaRaHaFiZ BALEK ! HaFiZ ! AKU NK KAW ! TOLONG LARHH !

~spammers
if uu peeeps nak ckp aku takde maruah nye pompan ke ; tak tawu malu nye pompan ke ; aku tak kesah ! psl aku tawu ; aku nak dier balek ! FCUK OFF SHITS !

~Haters
are uu happy now seeing FaRaHaFiZ dead ? ! FCUK larhh eyhk ! tak puas2 lagi per tgok hidop org menderite ? ! korang suke kalaw hidop korang mcm gini uhs ? korang suke per sial ? korang nk sngt idop korang mcm gini ? !buto uhs ! otak korang mmg da mati ! cibai !

[260407-271008] FaRaHaFiZ RIP !

2008-10-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18MTHSARRY TO FaRaHaFiZ !

YAW PEEEEEEEPS ! 1 YR 6 MTHS ; ITS A LONG PERIOD OF TIME OKAYY ? ! we've been through a lot of ups n downs okayy ? ! haiyoo ! ii miss HaFiZ alot larhh waii ! hahahahha ! (supposingly ; tomorrow ; 261008)

ii miss these peeeeeeps that makes me laugh -:
~HaFiZ [ my one & only loverboy ; HAWTSTUFF & CUTESTUFF ]
~JiA [ GREAT & cute ]
~YaNaMoK [ preety & ii love her "blurry" attitude ]
~ShAsHa [ cute & sweet ]
~AtOon [ my kaki gerek ]
~KhAi CiNe [ caring & kind ]
~NuYuN ElLiOt [ cute & lovely ]
~TeDdYtOnIk [ his laughter would'nt make me stop laughing ]
~PaKiTo [ his way of saying "musibot" ]
~MuZ ReZzA [ his jokes & "tinggi tinggi" ]
~AtAi [ his funny jokes & dance ]
~AdAn [ his talks that makes us laugh ; ape die rase die nk ckp , die ckp ]
~EmMa [ cute & hawt & funny ]
~JaSs [ childhood friend ; funny & kind ]
~ZuL SeMpOi [ not that close ; but he's funny ]
~EdDiE [ the great friend ]
~ShEdA [ sweet & lovely ]
~MaMaT [ the funny-est & irritating-est guy ]
~KeCiK KiTtEn [ funny & irritating ]
~Ab FaMoUs [ don't talk too much but he's irritating ]
~BeLlA [ the most beloved one ]
~KyM [ the one that ii can turn to ]
~EuNiCe [ the most trusted one & my love saver ]
~FaTiN FiLzAh [ childhood friend & my sweetest lover ]
~DeWi SuTrA [ my hawtstuff ]
~InA DiCe [ my funny-est & sweet-est girl ]
~AdEq OsHa [ the caring & sweet one ]
~CaCa [ the cute little minahrep girl ii know in bvss ]
~KaThY [ the most closest one ]
~InTaN [ the gerek girl in malay dance crew ]
~ShADiQ [ the irritating-est & funny ]
~ShAFiQ [ the most closest cuzzy & he's great ]
~ShAiFuL [ the fat cuzzy & he's the funniest ]
~InA [ the cute & preety one ]
~KiDdO [ the minahrep ii know ; haha ]

****thats all ii guess ; if ii miss out anyone ; sorry (: will refer back to it once again !

2008-10-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

jia - ii know ; but try to be in my place . uu've been with someone for more than a year ! uu've been giving him chances nn don't stop forgiving him nn listen to him . uu gave him everything he wants but in the end ; he "bastard" uu ! he chat with girls outside till morning without uu knowing ; he kept adding girls in friendster while uu cant add any guys outside in friendster ! ii ask uu ; is it fair ? ! but when you talk to him ; he just would'nt even give a damn care to hear what uu're talking about nn he kept scolding nn threatening uu ! what would uu do ? uu arr his girlfriend but he seems not to treat uu like one . uu listen to him nn do whatever he ask uu to do but uu dont even care nn dont ask anything in return ! what would uu do ? uu love him too much nn cant afford to lose him . everyone has a limit of their own ! what would uu feel if urr own guy look at other girls nn disturb them in front of urr eyes ? what would uu feel if urr guy betrayed uu behind urr back ? what would uu do if urr guy slapped uu nn scold uu vulgarities in front of all urr friends ? what would uu do , jia ? well ; he is urr abg , that is why uu're covering up for him nn cant take it if others scold him vulgarities . but iim a girl nn uu arr too , jia . we girls has a soft heart ! he scold me in vulgarities ! yarhh , ii know , iim just an outsider . but still ; what would uu do if uu were in my shoes ? ? what ? uu will tell me that uu will talk to urr guy slowly nn have a heart to heart conversation ? ohh please jia ; ii've talked to him ; ii've tried everything ; but he just dont give a damn about it ? have uu ever been scolded with vulgarities that hurt uu so much by urr own guy that uu really love ? have uu ever been slapped by someone that has never ever lay a hand on uu ? have uu ever been treated badly by urr most beloved that uu cried day nn nite but he dont even care to console uu ? have uu ? ? ? ? what would uu do if uu were in my place ? ? ? ? ? uu've tried everything to change him but in the end ; all urr effort has gone down the drain ! he dont care about uu ! he dont listen to uu ! he did whatever he wants as if he's single ! what would uu do jia ? ? ? what would uu feel ? ? all this while uu've been listening to whatever he said but all this have gone too far till uu cant be any more patient with him ! what are uu going to do if uu were me ? ?

2008-10-25T13:06:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU ! I HATE YOU !
URGGGH ! WHY MUST II BE TREATED LIKE THIS ? !
iim sick the whole day today but bby don't give a fucking damn about it !
okayy ! fine ! nvm !
isn't it childish quarrelling because of msn nn friendster thingy ? !
WTF larhh eyhk ! binget sak !

eyhk hafiz ! kaw gadow ngan aku psl bende mepek mcm gini ? ! ! kalaw kaw da tak syg aku ; blg aku teros terang uhs ! kaw chat ngan pompan kat msn sampai pagi ; kaw add pompan kat friendster ; aku kene diam uhs ? ! buto larhh ! aku marah kaw siket kaw ckp "BINGET SAK DPT POMPAN PRANGAI SIAL MCM KAW ! SIAL !" eyhk ! kaw ingat aku leyy trime per ? ! eyhk ! kaw tawu aku susah nak tinggal kan kaw ; kaw tawu aku takkan lepas kan kaw ; tapy skrg aku ckp ngan kaw ; SIKET GENTAR PON AKU TAKDE UH ! mmg btol aku susah nak lepas kan ; tapi aku tak teragak agak nk lepaskan kaw kalaw prangai kaw maken terok ! eyhk ! kaw nak jadi mcm si gemok tu per ? ! eyhk ! tu gemok tak sedar diri ! die da larhh gemok ! nak step mane peyhk hensem ! nak step mane peyhk hawtstuff ! nk step mane peyhk playboy ! tu gemok prangai mcm sial ! kaw nak jadi mcm dier ? ! eyhk hafiz ! kaw sedar uh diri siket ! jgn wat diri kaw mcm kaw tu single mingle ! kaw tu da ade matae ! aku tawu larhh kaw ni hawtstuff ! cute ! hensem ! tapi kalaw setakat muke ; hati ngan perasaan takde ; takde gunenye hafiz !
faham ? ! kalaw kaw da tak sygkn aku ; kaw teros terang jer larhh ! ! kenape prangai lelaki mcm sial uhs ? ! kenape kiter pompan kene takot ngan lelaki prangai mcm sial niek ? !

2008-10-24T10:54:00.000+08:00

hello peeeeps ~
today was kinda bored for me ; haiyoo !
let's flashback ~
[monday] - lazy to go to school ; ask bby nn cine to come to my house
lepak for a while then went to bby's house nn arep's house ; lepak !
[tuesday] - still lazy to go school ; went to bby's house ; lepak !
accompany nurul bby to her school just to pass a letter to her teacher
oohhh gawd ! ii was so stressful when ii step into AES ~
school of stairs ! haaaas ~ sorry but its the fact .
[wednesday] - went to school ; took taxi 'cause ii cant walk
my right leg was swollen ; bandaged nn walk limping !
ohhh gawd ! ii felt so embarrassed 'cause ii've nvr been to school
with slippers !
all eyes were on me 'cause of my leg !
school was kinda boring 'cause ii only had two subjects that day ;
but both of my teachers were absent from school !
so its a free period the whole day nn of course ; ii sleep ! heeees ~
after school ; took taxi back to bby's house ; lepak till 6:30pm
[thursday_today]no school for the sec 4 students !
bby came to my house in the morning [shake uh shake]
lepak for a while then off to his house nn we slept throughout the day !
haaaaas ~ after ii took my niece (amok) ; went to arep's house ; lepak !
took iqah back home nn switched the comp to blog ! heees ~

this is for uu hakito bby -
chayunk ! that afternoon ; yes ! iim sot ! angry ! frustrated ! not in the mood ! all thanks to uu ! uu wanna know why ? ! 'cause uu chat with that someone till morning uu didn't tell me at all ! well bby ; if ii chat with other guys outside ; uu scold me ! ! let me tell uu one thing . YES ! INDEED ! IIM JEALOUS ! II SHOULD BE ; OKAYY ? ! URGGHH ! IRRITATING UU KNOW ! WHY CANT UU JUST UNDERSTAND ME NN MY FEELINGS ? ! WHY SHOULD II BE THE ONE TAKING CARE OF URR HEART NN FEELINGS ALWAYS WHEN UU DONT GIVE A DAMN CARE ABOUT ME ? ! STOP ALL URR NONSENSE LARHH ! IIM SICK NN TIRED WITH URR ATTITUDE ~ part kaw pandai nak marah aku kalaw aku chat ngan lelaki luar ! part aku jer nak marah kaw ; tak leyy ? ! eyhk ! geram taw ! aku tak suke uhs prangai kaw mcm gini ! sume kaw buat boleyy ? sume aku buat ; tak leyy ? ! kiwak ! geram sak ! lelaki add aku ; kaw biseng ! nanak bbl ngan aku ! part kaw ; kaw add pmpn ! cchat lagy kat msn ! buto uhs ! aku nk marah kaw ; tak leyy ! sial uhs ! aku ni matae kaw ke bukan sak ? ! geram sak ! serious ! aku tak tawu brape lame aku boleyy simpan perasaan dendam nn geram terhadap kaw !urgggh ! PATHETIC GUY ! ii love uu ! aku sygkan kaw ! tapi knp kaw kene saket kan hati aku ? knp kaw tak leyy phm hati ngan perasaan aku ? ! ape salah aku ? uuuuuurrrrrrggggghhhhh ! ! ! ! !

2008-10-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

heyy ((: lame nye tak blog !

well ; this days have been great for me

spend my WHOLE time with dearest HaFiZ

ouh gawwd ; ii've fallen into a deep hole

a really deep hole full of love !

ii don't know whats happening here

its true ; HaFiZ have been treating me not the way ii want

but ii don't give a damn to that ! ii love hym !

nn its hard for me to let hym go !

ii've wrote a long piece of letter for him ; but should ii give it ?

well ; the letter says : -

"dear bby ,

our 18 mthsarry is growing nearer ; but do uu really care about it ? ii don't think so bby ! well ; it's fine for me dear 'cause iim used to it ! haish ! 261008 will be our 1 yr 6 mths ; ii've never been so long with a guy . haish bby ; why don't uu care about me at all ? ! nvm bby ; go to urr friends okayy ! ii don't mind ! uu want to contact with girls ; go ahead ! ii hate uu ! haish ! but ii love uu ! haish ! what should ii do ? till when should ii be treated like this bby ? when ? bby ! please stop hurting me can ? yeas ! ii do jealous when uu contact with girls ! why can't ii be jealous ? iim urr girl for god sake ! okayy ? ! ii don't contact with other guys outside yhen why should uu ? it's unfair okayy ? ! why can't uu understand me ? ii don't ask anything in return from uu ! ii only want the old HaFiZ that ii knew ! HaFiZ that care about me ! HaFiZ that loves me ! HaFiZ that understands me ! HaFiZ that makes me happy nn laugh every second ! HaFiZ that don't dare to let evena tear drop from my eyes ! haish ! idk bby ! can uu just make me happy ? can uu just change back ? please bby ; understand nn listen ti me for at least once can ? "

ii cant let him go ~ its hard okayy ?! FCUK larhh ! ii want the old him back if can larhh ! haish ! ii love hafiz a lot larhh oii ! ! !

2008-10-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

2008-10-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello (((((:
iim just cant stop being bored !
well ; today was quite great larhh kan
went out to jurong east ; beraye larhh kan
but it is soooo pathetic !
spent half of the day ; from morning till afternoon ;
to just one house ! haiyoo !
but fun larhh spend the time with my cuzzies (((:
then ; at around 6:45pm ; my relatives came
haiyoo ! kecoh kecoh ! haaaaas ~ ~

***why must we quarrel with our loved ones always ? ppl says ; those couples who fight the most is the one that really care for each other nn deeply in love with their partner , but those who stop fighting , means they stop caring . is it true ? haish ! idk larhh yer ! ii love my bby nn ii want to make him the last one in my life but why must ii be treated like this ? why must it always be me who MUST take really good care about his feelings while he don't give a damn about me ? ! why ? ! WTH larhh kan ! pathetic uu know !***

ii want the whole wide world to know that ii only belongs to
HaFiZ only okayy ! ii don't like having a third party in my relationship ! well ; if those BITCHES nn SLUTS don't like me being with HaFiZ , DO II CRE ABOUT UU SLUTS ? ? ii don't actually ! HaFiZ chose me to be with him ! okayy ? ! get this clear sluts ; MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN FOWZI IS MINE NN FOREVER MINE ! NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME ! FaRaHaFiZ WILL STAY TILL END OF TIME !
to those guys who don't like me being with HaFiZ ; FCUK OFF FCUKERS ! ii love HaFiZ ! he's the only one in my life okayy ! so ; stop asking me for my numbers nn want me ! FCUK larhh eyhk ! don't let till HaFiZ kill uu BASTARDS ! uu're not the same as HaFiZ nn uu can't be like HaFiZ 'cause he's one in a million okayy !

2008-10-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

heylo heylo heylo !
heees ~
**first thing first ; smlm aku update blog tapy aku tak tawu knp tkde ; kurang ajar kan maenkan perasaan aku!hees~**
nvm ; forget it ; lets have some flashback ((:

*****011008*****
hari raye was great ! hees ~
ii slept at 3am the day before nn i have to wake up early !
haiyoo! well ; ii woke up at 10am eventually
hmm~ bathe , nn off help my mother with the household chores
my uncle came ; kecoh kecoh !
cried when ask for forgiveness
sedey seeyy !
haaaas ~
then all my close relatives gather at my house !
we then set off to clementi ; sembawang ; woodlands
so pathetic seyy !
spent the whole day nn just went to 3 houses !
okayy ; nvm ; get lots nn lots of money !
heeeees ~~ enjoy jacko !
reached home at 11pm !
next day is history ppr ((((:

*****021008****
history ppr starts at 2pm
thought of meeting chayunkk ; but ii cant 'cause of my mum
haiyoo !
after ii did that ppr ; went straight to chayunkk house
well ; too bad ; chayunkk's sleeping nn his family is going out
straight away ii go home nn SLEEP !
heees ~
ii miss chayunkk okayy !

*****031008*****
today was the happiest day for me !
its my last paper nn the last exam !
NO MORE SCHOOL AFTER TODAY !
weeehoooo !
ii DID my maths paper 2 for 2hrs straight without sleeping okayy !
haaaas ~
off went to lot with eunice ; "shopping" (((:
then we went to chayunkk house
helped out my sis "moving out"
then ; eunice went off at 1:15pm as she got her geog ppr !
heees ~ sleep with chayunkk larhh kan (((((:
then ; ii donoe what hppn !
we quarrelled !!

WTH larhh kan ! why must his friends come first ? !
ii felt like a BITCH ! ii felt like a SLUT !
ii felt like iim begging for love from someone who don't love me at all ! !
why seyy ? what have ii done ?
chayunkk is my FIRST PRIORITY ! !
but he don't give a damn about it !
WTF am ii to him ?
a doll ? a toy ? a robot ? a girl with no feelings ?
HELLO !
ii listen to him all this while okayy !
why must ii be treated like this ? !
FCUK larhh eyhk !
what will he do if ii were to be like him ?
confirm sot kan ? !
walao ! binget tawuk !

****chayunkk ; teros terang peyhk bbl ; aku tak suke kaw prangai mcm giniek ! kalaw kaw da tak syg aku ; tell the truth ! don't hide okayy ! daripade kaw maenkan perasaan aku ; lebey baek kaw lepaskan aku kan ! fact talking ; ii cant afford to lose uu but why should ii beg uu for urr love when uu dont love me at all ?! twu da dinamekan SS sendiri kan !ntah larhh eyhk ! tuhan saje yg tawu what's in ppl heart !uu did tell me uu love me ; but do uu really ? or just because of sympathy ? ! kalaw psl kesian ; puas aty jgn matae kan ! well chayunkk ; ii wan uu to know ; ii love uu nn ii really do ! ii cant afford to lose uu ! uu're the only one in mylife tawuk ! no one can ever replace uu !haish ! lelaki lelaki ; prangai mcm da kene sumpah gytuk ! ii wan uu to be diffrent ! ii want uu to prove that uu're diffrent from other guys outside ! ii want uu to show me what is true love ! ii want uu to be the last guy in my life !pliss chayunkk ! change for god sake ! or urr family sake ! ppl say uu've changed ! ii know uu dont realise it but ppl do okayy !ii love uu chayunkk nn ii want the best for uu in urr life ! think back chayunkk ! sampai bile kaw nak wat aku camniek ? !****

2008-09-29T13:49:00.000+08:00

haish ! currently quarrelling with chayunkk now !

sot tawuk tark ? !

haish ! asl asek aku jer yg kene jage haty dier ? !

well ; yesterday had lotes of fun but too bad ; shasha can't tag along !

all meet up at chayunkk house nn off we went on

met nunu ; ouh ! ii miss her like hell !

lepak at cheers after walking around lot ;

chayunkk , nurul nn me went to town first ; mummy workplace .

mummy "bought" me a shoe for raye

"thanks a lot mummy !"

haaaaas ~

after that ; off we went to FEP ;

searching for chayunkk cap ; dekniek cerewet jugak taw !

walk around nn saw hair extension shop

chayunkk nn me planned to extend our hair ;

but however ; he changed his mine but not me

ii did which cost $10($1 per strand)

after that ; off to geylang

while walking to the mrt ; saw rima melati nn marcell

ouh that two hawtstuff !!

hahahaha ~

reached geylang ; everybody's there ; ramai okayy !

walk around nn the searching of chayunkk cap still continues

nn at last dier dpt jugak !

heheheh ~

at joo chiat ; saw this girl !

dowan to talk about jer !

****nurul bby ; sorry if FaRaH tak layan NuRuL sngt****

off back home at 10:10pm ; so tired siol !

today ; is just a normal day for me ;

but currently feeling down !

is chayunkk asking for a break up ? !

why must he left me out ? !

does he really love me ?

why must ii be treated like this ?

**chayunkk ; kalaw kaw bace niek , iim sorry !

tapy asl kaw kene buat aku mcm niek ?

ape salah aku ?

aku tak mintak belas kasihan dari kaw ataw org layen .

ii just need uu , only uu to understand me nn be there for me ~

haish !

IDK larhh !!!!!!!!

***nurul bby ; iim sorry , ii cant see uu to be in that mood !

ii felt restless when uu're mute in the mrt eventhough ii laugh with the others ;

haiyoo ~ iim sorry bby !***

2008-09-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

heylo heylo heylo

heees ~

okayy well ; ii hate today !

wake up early nn had my pre-dawn meal

sleep for a while ; and at 06:35am , went out of house

at first chayunkk wake up then he sleep again !

***kurang ajar kan !***

tak psl ; tunggu dier skejap jer ; pas tu dier da bangon

went in to his house nn SLEEEEEEEEEEP !

hehehehee ; actually ii want to sleep peacefully ,

but ii can't ! thanks to chayunkk ! he make me laugh like hell !

haiyoo ! eventhough he's irritating , ii still had fun laughing !

lepak the whole day at his house ; but iim totally sot with him !

he tell me that he want to go to that FAT BASTARD house a while ;

ii don let hym go actually 'cause there's 3 girls at that house

usually ; chayunkk will ask me to tag along with hym to go to that house

but today he told me to stay at his house ! !

of course iim pissed off !

****ye larhh ! mentang2 ade pompan kat sane !****

SIAL ! CIBAI ! PUKIMAK ! BUTO !

ii get to know that those girls were dared to open clothes larhh ; FF !

FUUUUCCCCKKK!!!!!

nn chayunkk was there to observe all that !

pukimak ! jantan prangai sial !

**hafiz ; camner aku tak sot ngan kaw ? kaw imagine aku keluar ngan kwn2 aku ; abeyy aku wat keje2 mcm tu ?! kaw sot ?! confirm pe kan ! aku da kasi kaw aku peyhk kepercayaan ; tapy kaw tk kesah ! buto uh ! cmne aku tk sot ngan kaw ?! kalaw kaw bace niek ; BAGOS ! aku suke !**

******asl larhh ngan pompan zaman skrg ? da takde maruah ke kat dlm diri dorang ? free flow tunjok lelaki ; kasi lelaki ! lelaki mesty larhh suke ! kate lelaki ; mane nye lelaki tak akan steam kalaw pompan da mcm gitu kan ? konek gatal sngt ! kepade pompan murahan ; kaw tak malu ke ? kalaw nak kasi pon kaw peyhk puki pat lelaki ; kasi larhh satu ke due lelaki ! murah sngt pe kaw ? !******

met my cuzzy ; shasha ! thank god that shasha nn atoon were happy once again , they both quarrel but okayy already !

went home at 6pm ; went out to lot to buy food for mum

haiyoo ~ tired taws !

JIA syg : don't be sad bby ! iim here syg ! hees ~ iim sorry okayy ! uu know , ii know larhh kan ! hehehe ! bby ; if he really belongs to uu ; then JIAKITO will be together once again . ii've gone through before what uu have gone through now . abg is even worse than pak ; in actual fact larhh kan . try to make yourself busy and enjoy your time with your friends okayy syg ? ! ii hope sat uu can follow us , nn ii want kak yana to follow us too . haiyoo !

chayunkk : seriously talking syg ; aku sot ngan kaw tady ! sial uh ! kaw imagine uh aku wat cam tu pat kaw ; confirm kaw sot per ! tlg uh ! stop it larhh ! kalaw kaw da tak syg ; teros terang ! kaw ckp kaw tkde heran ngan aku . btol ? kalaw btol ; ape aku leyy wat kan ? ! aku cume nak kaw tawuk ; ii really love uu nn kaw sowang jer dlm hidop aku ! tkde org layen leyy ameyk tmpt kaw ! ade paham ?!

260408 ~ besok kiter nye 17mthsarry ! !

ii cried today because of cahyunkk ! haish ! he hurt me ! he say "aku tak heran pon ngan kaw !" woah ! he think what ? ! iim a play toy ? ! thanks to him ii cried today !

2008-09-23T13:41:00.000+08:00

heyy heyy heyy ((:

heees ~

**blog aku mcm nak mampos jer**

heeees ~

haiyoo !

well ; today is the lovely-est day for me !

**bby ; ii know that deep inside uu ; uu love me kan3 ?**

went to school as per normal

ii miss bella nn kym a lot okayy !

haas ~ sungguh gembire nmpk dorang !

wanna noe something ?

hmmm ~

ii went to school with kathy as usual

ii saw this GIRL (:

she walked beside me but we never talk

she went to kathy ; nn we three walked together to school

well ; ii didnt talk to her of course !

wanna know why ? ~ THAT GIRL nn her BESTIE lanchiaoweyy me

FaRaH SKRG CKP ; KORANG PRANGAI KEBUDAK-BUDAKAN !

TAK PERLU UH AKU CKP NGAN KORANG !

it all started since last week monday (150908)

went into classroom late as ii've some problem in general office

then ; when ii enter classroom ; THIS GIRL nn her BESTIE asked me to sit with them

ii replied in a RESPECTFUL manner okayy

ii said that ii wanna sit behind alone ; 'cause ii love being lonely in class larhh kan

then ; since that ; they didn't talk to me

well ; ii don't give a damn about it !

the next day till friday ; ii cabot school (((:

ii get to know from KYM nn BELLA syg that BOTH of that BITCH lanchiaoweyy me !

woah !

SHE say ; "FaRaH kurang ajar ! jgn harap aku nak bbl ngan FaRaH lagi ! "

seriously ii tell uu ppl ; these two FUCKERS are FUCKING CHILDISH !

okayy ?!

continue back to what hppn today ~~

school went on as per normal (((:

talk , laugh , had fun with KYM nn BELLA syg ((:

school ends at 1:15pm for me

ii dropped art larhh kan ; bella pon ikot keluar ; die nanak gy POA (:

so ; went out school ; meet sam ;

then they went home ; ii wait for chayunkk ((:

we all four then meet up again at WCP (((:

chayunkk sweet larhh kan !

eventhough dier ganas ngan aku ; dier sweet taws!

heeees ~

*****chayunkk ! ii love uu larhh oi !

JIA BBY ! THANKS FOR THE BLOG NN IIM SORRY ! BECAUSE OF ME ; UU'RE HURT ! IIM SORRY DEAREST SISTER ! BBY ; DON'T CRY ANYMORE ! IIM ALWAYS HERE FOR UU DARLA (((:DON'T BE SAD SAYANGKUU (((:II LOVE UU BBY !

2008-09-12T03:56:00.000+08:00

heyylo beybeh:))
hees~~
curently blogging at my SWEETCHOCOLATE house
ii realised that my blog is going to die
doink~~
haaaaas~~
lets start beybeh~~
yesterday i didnt go to school ; cabot larh kan
hees~

***ape nak jadi niek ngan aku??n level da start ; aku step rilek jer!

haiiyooo!!got a stronf feeling that iim going to fail!!***

stayed at cyg house till 5:50pm

btw , getting closer with my cuzzy shasha star

love her to the core ouhkay!

hees~~

**nga tolong die ngan ahmad stead!!!hees~~dorang sweet taws**

today ; cabot again!!

went to cyg house as usual

doinkk~~~

still lepak-ing ; still sleepy

***sumpah!aku sayang hafiz taws!!!he's my only one larhh!!!

no one can ever replace hym in my heart nn life 'cause a guy like hym is

so impossible to find!!!!da larhh HAWTSTUFF!!cute lak twu...more importantly ;

he's fucking sweet nn kind hearted ; aku sedar kiter banyak gadoh ; that shows

we do really care nn love each other ; kan kan kan??hees!!~~***

iim going back home later

got to go now

need to send nabilah to school

nabilah is cyg nye adek larhh

hees~~

***step jadi isteri misali larh kan aku niek!***

kayy larhh ; bubbye beybeh!!

thanks for reading this blog that is going to die sooner or later

doinkk~~~

***iim so merepek ; kate FaRaH sioW!!!!sentiase penoh dengan merepek!***

nn lastly ; i wanna confess the truth to everyone~~

II LOVE MUHAMMAD HAFIZ BIN FOWZI 'CAUSE II AM FUVKING IN LOVE

WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!!HE'S MY ONLY ONE ; II SWEAR!!!!!!

2008-08-29T12:05:00.000+08:00

awww gawwd~~

its been such a long time since ii blogged

hees~~

iim not busy but iim lazy

iim bored now ; that's why ii blogged

hehehehe~~

well ; school is getting stress - er

tons of work have to be done

nn ii can't belive that N level is next week!!

iim scared that iim not well-prepared

haiyoo~~

after school ; went to SWEETCHOCOLATE house as usual

hees~~

iim so happy for pakito nn jia

**korang last long kayys**

stay at deary house for a while as ii have to fetch my niece

then called bby:))

he went to town

ii hate it when he went out with his friend

some of his friends can't be trusted you know

iim scared he will find a new girl in town

well ; if he does

what do ii have to do??

love can't be forced

let him be

****ouh bby:))if uu don't love me anymore ; what more can ii say~~leave me then but ii can't bear to see uu go with another girl . iim your girlfye ; please don't hurt me . understand me bby~~that's all ii asked . ii swear ii love uu so much and uu're the only one:)there's no other guy can ever replace uu in my heart nn life 'cause a guy like uu is impossible to find:))bby~~please trust my words nn promises 'cause iim really in love with uu boii:)))bby~~don't leave me 'cause ii can't afford to lose uu:))haishh!if uu read this;ii hope uu believe my words nn change for the better:)

stayed home all day today:(

iim so bored nn ii miss my bby

heeees~

ii hope tomorrow will be a fun day for me nn my friends

its teachers' day tomorrow

must thanked all my teachers for teaching me

heeee~

*FaRaH mcm phm*

kayy larhh readers

got to go

nn btw ; to yana nn nurul

fuck care about tose bloghoppers

they don't have their own life

that's why they disturb people's life

ouhkay:)))

***bby~~come home early;don't be late***

2008-08-18T12:48:00.000+08:00

heyho peeps:)))
first and foremost
this blog~~~
credits to JIA bby:)))
thanks to her larhh kan for making my blog lagiek lawa:))
*thank uu sygkuu*
well~~
about today~~
got religion class but ii cabot:))
cabot 'cause wanna meet my SWEETCHOCOLATE
went to his house
his house like one kind of a chalet already
*kawan dier peyhk ribot!*
felt like crying when ii see him
his face was swollen especially his right eye
walao~~~
felt like crying
***bby:))if ii could fight for uu ; ii swear ii will***
lepak there till 02:30pm
then straight away ii go home
reached home quickly changed
follow my mum to marsling
got kenduri arwah larhhs
so sleepy at there
went home at 6pm
rest for a while then played the comp till now
quite sleepy already
tomorrow checking our prelim papers
haiyooo~~
scary larhh seii
**********BBY!!!ii swear ii miss uu like HELL nn ii miss urr hugs nn kisses:'(haiyoo!bby~~take good care of urrself~~don forget to take urr medicine ouhkays:))ii will pray for uu day nn night that uu will be fine;nn ii love uu till my very last breathe bby

nites readers:)))

2008-08-17T02:41:00.000+08:00

Hello:)))))
hey peeps~~
haiyoo:(
ii've lost my mood in typing already
well~~
just have to move on in typing
for the sake of uu readers
hee~~~
yesterday ii just had 'kenduri arwah' at my house
skool ends at 12:40pm yesterday
supposingly meet Aslinda at the great wall at bb
ii've waited for her as ii wanna both of us to go home together
ii have waited but she is not there
so ii just proceed
thank god ii saw her brother
called her nn at last meet her at SWEETCHOCOLATE house
ii am supposed to meet my mother
but then ii just stayed on at my DEAR house till 6pm
*ouh~~iim sorry mum!ii love HYM too much!*
got *tahlil* all till 11pm+
then ii called my SWEETLOVE
talked to hym as usual
but he sounded sot with me
ii then said "asl nak sot?kenape bbl cam niek?"
he then said"tak de pape larhhs!"
suddenly mummy talked to me
Mummy: hello!Niek FaRaH eyhs?
FaRaH:A'ah.Niek FaRaH.Nape mi ?
Mummy:HaFiZ kene rembat!
FaRaH:Huh??!Amacam ley kene rembat??!!(tears dropping)
Mummy:Ntah larhhs . Mummy pon tak tawu.Mummy balek tadiek ajak dorang gy makan kat sunshine.HaFiZ ngan edy jalan blkg.Tibe2 jer mummy nmpk edy lari kat mummy.Dier ckp HaFiZ kene pukol.
FaRaH:ouhkay!Sorry larhhs Mummy.FaRaH tak ley turon.Ade kenduri arwah.
Mummy:Takpe.FaRaH takya turon.Ouhkay?
FaRaH:Ouhkay larhh mi.Bye!sorry!
ii cried like hell ouhkay!
get to know the original story from edy
walao!!!
budak jantan 6 org niek
dorang letak bopley dorang kat tekak
KENTALAN JUBO!!!
attack dary tepi
pukimak peyhk sundal haram!
AKU PALING BENCI ORG SENTOH MATAE AKU!!!!!
aku tak ley trime niek sume!
Dorang ingat matae aku sposen doposen perh siol?!
eyhk kimak peyhk jantan!!!!
kalaw nak mati kan HaFiZ
MATIKAN AKU DULU AR SIAL!!!!!!!
urghh!~~
FUCK!
+skrg matae aku peyhk mate da bengkak nn leher die kene akai cast+
+niek sume salah pukimak sundal haram twu peyhk salah+
+attack dary tepy then pukol kepale matae aku+
+korang ingat funfair per siol+
+korang bayar fitrah dier kepe+
+PUKIMAK!SIAL!SUNDAL!JAHANAM SIANG2 TAKNAK!+
sungguh sot!!!!
kalaw aku ley potong dorang
aku potong then cincang dorang macam mane aku cincang daging kasi halus!
*****sayangkuu . ii hope uu're fine bby:)))iim so sorry ii can't be with uu:(
ii felt like ii've failed to make uu happy bby . ii will try my best to be
there for uu tomorrow . ouhkay?! aku cabot madrasah just to take
care of uu . iim sorry .
ouhkay larhh readers;)
got to go~~~
thanks for reading

2008-08-14T14:06:00.000+08:00

Today sucks okae
haish:'(
school ends at 1pm today
took my maths papre 2 and chemistry paper
haiyoo~~
it's DAMN hard
went to SWEETCHOCOLATE house as usual:))))
atai comot nn Ab was there but my DEAR was sleeping
played psp and talk to myself while waiting for HYM to wake up
hehehe~~
*FaRaH da sah giler*
stayed till 4pm
went home early 'cause need to fetch my niece
when ii reached home
as usual check out my friendster and went to sleep after that
fucking sleepy till now
heee~~
well~~~~
my exam ends today
supposingly tomorrow but ii have dropped my art subject
haiyoo~~~
so tomorrow meet up with my SWEETLOVE:))))
ii really love HYM okay:)
*sesape nak kacaw dier ; langkah mayat aku*
*he's mine!don't touch HYM SLUTS*
***YAWN
nites readers:)))

2008-08-13T14:26:00.000+08:00

Hello:)Hello:)Hello:)

hehe~~~

iim still "studying" on how to use this blog

hmm~~

ii do know how to use it actually but not that so professional

heheehehe~~~

thanks to my bby love JIA

she taught me how to change the background all larhhs

*aku mcam katak bawah tempurung*

hehehehe~~

today went on as usual like other days

my school ends at 12:30pm as ii got my prelim exam just now

ii tell uu that my prelim is FUCKING hard okay

hehehe~~

ii did my history nn physic paper just now but ii leave it blank to those Q ii didn't know how to answer

hehehehe~~

*FaRaH takde harapan larhhs*

haiyoo:(

went to my SWEETCHOCOLATE house

it's all about FUN!

lepak with his friends nn jia too:))

edy nn his girl came nn lepak along with us too

hehehehe~

++SAYANGKUU:))kaw selalu buli aku:(sedey bilu:'(++

hehehehe~~

nevermind

ii do have lots of fun today

tomorrow is my chemistry nn math paper 2

ii hope ii can do it:)))

well~~

need to go to sleep now

*YAWN

thanks for reading this readers:)))

nites yaw peers

ii swear ii love HaFiZ

2008-01-11T11:28:00.000+08:00

heyloo !
CAMAT ARI RAYE TO ALL LARHH YER !
MKN MINOM FARAH HALALKAN YER !
MAAF KALAW TERKASAR BAHASE YER !
hehehehehhe ! ~

well , raye was FUN but we went to 3 houses only !
so pathetic tawuk ! one whole day was spent but only 3 houses !
haiyoo !
first ; all gather at my house (((((:
***maklom larhh ; slalunye di clementi ; rumah atok ku !
tapy he passed away last year ! 010507 ; haishh !
so ; dlm bnyk2 , mak aku larhh paleng tue , jady sume gather kat umah aku . heeees ~ !***
chopchop ; after our noon prayers ,
we went to clementi ; my nenek sedare nye rumah ,
then set off to sembawang , my aunt house ,
nn at last was my uncle house at woodland !
haiyoo !
its fun bby !!
but the sad part was when we ask for forgiveness !
ii cried like hell when ii ask for forgiveness from mum nn dad !
haiyoo ~ ~
but at last got $100 from my parents !
weeee ~

LASTLY ~ ii miss chayunkk a lot ! ! haishh !
**bby ; top up larhh !**