heyy ! still in no mood okayy but still ii'll update ! haiyooo ! woke up fcukink damn early today ! take my shower nn off ii went to switched on the comp ! chat with khaicine , edit my blogskins with the help from roxybabe nn edit my friendster backgroud too ! ii know that the background is lame ! haiyoo ! whatever ! ii dont care anymore ! my girl friends nn zul sempoi asked me out but ii went out with my cuzzies instead ! haaas ~ met them at town at around 8pm ; ii guess ! before that , saw adan monster ! haiyoo ! then off me nn my cuzzies walked around the whole town ! fuuhh ~ its so tiring ! iim so exhausted ! saw this damn nice black shirt with pink wording "absolutefcukingly SINGLE" ! nise okayy ? ! but too bad ii didnt bring much $$$$ ! uurrrgghh ! while walking ; felt like fainting siuul ! haas ~ thank god ii dont faint at town in front of all those peeeeps ! it will be damn embarassing okayy ? ! its been 4 days since ii eat anything ! ii just dont have any appetite to eat eversince ii broke up with him ! ii swear ii didnt eat anything ! ii dont ask for sympathy okayy ? ! its the truth ! my parents nn sister nn also my cuzzies tole me that iim getting skinnier nn skinnier ! awww gawwwd ! ii dont mind ! ii guess ii will have my appetite back when me nn him patch , okay ? ! haaaass ~ took taxi back home ! ii dont enjoy my day today 'cause ii dont have the mood still ! but cuzzies ; thanks for asking me out nn try to cheer me up nn iim sorry for not being happy ! ii just dont have the mood ! sorry dearest cuzzies ! well ; tomorrow is my cuzzies nn 2nd sis birthday as well as my parents 33th wedding anniversarry ! hees ! ii miss HIM ! nn ii need him back !

~HaFiZ
haish ! ii really need uu back ! urrgghh ! ii just cant move on ! well ; ii will wait for uu no mttr how long it takes ! okayy ? ! well ; iim sorry for hurting uu so much ! ii know all this while was my mistake ! ii am the fire starter ! bile aku piker balek ; mmg btol ape kaw ckp ! ni sume aku yg start ! ntah larhh hafiz ! my heart kept saying yg kaw ade pompan laen ! iim sorry ! aku btol2 mintak maaf hafiz! ii will change for the sake of uu ! ii will change my attitude ! aku akan ubah prangai aku ! okayy ? ! ii just want uu back right now ~ nothing else matters to me now 'cause ii want us to be back ! please forgive me hafiz ! iim sorry for everything ! okayy ? ! iim still loving uu ! ii will wait for uu ! haish !

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Im Fafa Beylo, going seventeen this year. Not schooling aye. & lastly, im attached ! Try to judge me? Go ahead, all i know is no one is perfect. You can say whatever you like about me, i dont give a fucking damn care cause I Am What I Am, and thats something you can never be. Get it? (: