heylo heylo heylo !
heees ~
**first thing first ; smlm aku update blog tapy aku tak tawu knp tkde ; kurang ajar kan maenkan perasaan aku!hees~**
nvm ; forget it ; lets have some flashback ((:
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hari raye was great ! hees ~
ii slept at 3am the day before nn i have to wake up early !
haiyoo! well ; ii woke up at 10am eventually
hmm~ bathe , nn off help my mother with the household chores
my uncle came ; kecoh kecoh !
cried when ask for forgiveness
sedey seeyy !
haaaas ~
then all my close relatives gather at my house !
we then set off to clementi ; sembawang ; woodlands
so pathetic seyy !
spent the whole day nn just went to 3 houses !
okayy ; nvm ; get lots nn lots of money !
heeeees ~~ enjoy jacko !
reached home at 11pm !
next day is history ppr ((((:
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history ppr starts at 2pm
thought of meeting chayunkk ; but ii cant 'cause of my mum
haiyoo !
after ii did that ppr ; went straight to chayunkk house
well ; too bad ; chayunkk's sleeping nn his family is going out
straight away ii go home nn SLEEP !
heees ~
ii miss chayunkk okayy !
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today was the happiest day for me !
its my last paper nn the last exam !
NO MORE SCHOOL AFTER TODAY !
weeehoooo !
ii DID my maths paper 2 for 2hrs straight without sleeping okayy !
haaaas ~
off went to lot with eunice ; "shopping" (((:
then we went to chayunkk house
helped out my sis "moving out"
then ; eunice went off at 1:15pm as she got her geog ppr !
heees ~ sleep with chayunkk larhh kan (((((:
then ; ii donoe what hppn !
we quarrelled !!
WTH larhh kan ! why must his friends come first ? !
ii felt like a BITCH ! ii felt like a SLUT !
ii felt like iim begging for love from someone who don't love me at all ! !
why seyy ? what have ii done ?
chayunkk is my FIRST PRIORITY ! !
but he don't give a damn about it !
WTF am ii to him ?
a doll ? a toy ? a robot ? a girl with no feelings ?
HELLO !
ii listen to him all this while okayy !
why must ii be treated like this ? !
FCUK larhh eyhk !
what will he do if ii were to be like him ?
confirm sot kan ? !
walao ! binget tawuk !
****chayunkk ; teros terang peyhk bbl ; aku tak suke kaw prangai mcm giniek ! kalaw kaw da tak syg aku ; tell the truth ! don't hide okayy ! daripade kaw maenkan perasaan aku ; lebey baek kaw lepaskan aku kan ! fact talking ; ii cant afford to lose uu but why should ii beg uu for urr love when uu dont love me at all ?! twu da dinamekan SS sendiri kan !ntah larhh eyhk ! tuhan saje yg tawu what's in ppl heart !uu did tell me uu love me ; but do uu really ? or just because of sympathy ? ! kalaw psl kesian ; puas aty jgn matae kan ! well chayunkk ; ii wan uu to know ; ii love uu nn ii really do ! ii cant afford to lose uu ! uu're the only one in mylife tawuk ! no one can ever replace uu !haish ! lelaki lelaki ; prangai mcm da kene sumpah gytuk ! ii wan uu to be diffrent ! ii want uu to prove that uu're diffrent from other guys outside ! ii want uu to show me what is true love ! ii want uu to be the last guy in my life !pliss chayunkk ! change for god sake ! or urr family sake ! ppl say uu've changed ! ii know uu dont realise it but ppl do okayy !ii love uu chayunkk nn ii want the best for uu in urr life ! think back chayunkk ! sampai bile kaw nak wat aku camniek ? !****
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